I Paint My World The Way I Want It

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

watched a couple of videos on all these construction and stuff in the course..
actually not a couple, but quite alot..
made me marvel at my dad's capability..
but its so damn dangerous!!
omg..
i feel like i'm so damn useless..
my dad's turning 50 soon and he's still working under the hot sun and being so tired everyday..
okay la he's not a worker but still..
its equally tiring and hot and dangerous..
i'm gonna do everything i can and earn as much as possible so he can retire soon..
breaks my heart to see my ah pa like that..
haiz..
what kinda daughter am i?!?!?!!

and when they gave the example of how 2 workers died during the demolition of the ocean building a couple of yrs ago..
it was a mixture of feelings..
that was his friend's project..
and he asked my dad for help so that he wont have to get fined so much..
and my dad helped him clear that freaking ugly mess..
helped to reduce that fine by sooooooo much..
and what the hell did my dad get??
ahhhhh..
dun wanna talk abt it..
makes me furious with that shitass friend of his..
but anyway..
really wanted to scream out loud during that video that it was my dad who cleared that shit in that project..

i'm so damn proud of my dad..
yup..
i dunno if there's anyone who's this proud of their parents..
but i am..
and proud of it too..
haha..
but his achievements make me feel so useless as a daughter..
my mum's fantastic too..
seriously..
but come to think of it..
well i'm good in teaching..
like really..
haha..
okay..
whatever..
gonna make him damn proud of me one day too..:)

thats all for now..

in a few yrs time i'm gonna do it and make my dad proud..:)

tata..

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