I Paint My World The Way I Want It

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

officially 20 now..
older le..
thanks for everyone's wishes and blessings..:)
a bit diff this yr..
but anyway..
had fun the day before the actual day..
cos i had tuition so not free..
celebrated with my family..:)
and some others a few days before..:)
got a super pretty carousel..
its like a music box but plays music when you turn the horses..
haha..
love it!!:)

i was touched by what my family gave me..
almost cried..
the things they wrote..
it was so.....
i dunno how to say..
haha..
and on the cake, they wrote "HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGELA!! WE LOVE YOU!!" from mum and dad, sigmund, rachel and tracy..:)
it was damn sweet i tell you..:)

been kinda busy these few weeks..
tuition, tuition and more tuition!!!
gotta find a way to handle aaron today..
if not he'll just kp playing..
haiz..

and i dunno what to do..
its getting more and more obvious..
but i shan't be the one who ask or say first..
just in case..
wanna turn it back to the right direction..
but dunno how to..
aaaah..
shall let it be first..

and she didnt call this yr..
guess she must've received that email..
haiz..
dunno why i feel a bit bad..
but ya..
whats done is done..
if i've hurt you, i'm sorry..
thanks for all the concern you showed..
and for the calls for so many yrs..
but you're no longer part of my life now..
goodbye..

thats all for now..

tata..

Paint Splashed<3
10:01 AM

Friday, July 17, 2009

i'm getting sick and tired of thinking ways to get around this prob..
its giving me a damn headache..
and i'm afraid that one will see the other..
aaargh.........
calm down..
its gonna be over soon..

tata..

Paint Splashed<3
11:36 AM

Thursday, July 16, 2009

gave aaron tuition ytd..
and he told me abt his family..
it was so sad i wanted to cry..
haiz..
he wants so much to protect his mum but yet she keeps disappointing him..
a little 8yr old boy but talks like a man..
i wish i could do sth to help him..

anyway..
been helping my dad out with his work at jurong island..
thats when i realise that its really not easy doing his job..
the stress, pressure and challenges..
but i'm glad i'm the one standing there for the 4, 5 hrs and not him..
he'd be tired to death..
getting scolded by ppl yet you cant do anything cos your payment is done by them..
haiz..
but i kinda like it though..
the feeling you get when you manage to overcome the problem..
its wonderful..
i love challenges..
haha..
my dad's gonna make a pass for me to go in and out of jurong island..
and bringing me to meet percival and ferdie later i think..:)

thats all for now..
kinda excited..

there's this thought that keeps coming to my mind..
aaargh..
gonna find a way to stop it and solve the prob..

tata..

Paint Splashed<3
11:55 AM

Saturday, July 11, 2009

started teaching tuition..
the first kid is a sec 1 girl..
she's kinda er.. i dunno how to describe..
but the little boy is cute and naughty..
american and indian mix..
yes..
seems impossible to make him sit straight..
haha..
both a challenge..
cos the girl's kinda slow..
and the boy is bright but well..
i only managed to complete 4 pages of his hw in 1.5hrs..
i feel like a failure..
haiz..

and i somehow feel better after saying it out..
though there's still a little bit of uneasiness left for some unknown reason..
but well..
at least we talked it out..
and he understands it..

been having so much stuffs on my mind..
think i'm gonna burst soon..
oh wells..
settled one..
some more to go..

thats all for now..

tata..

Paint Splashed<3
6:01 PM

Thursday, July 2, 2009

wed was my last day of work..
both happy and sad..
happy cos i wont have to see anymore of those hypocrites i work with..
sad cos i wont get to see all my friends working at the other shops and restaurants..
as in i can go see them and visit..
but its diff la..
played so much on my last day..
talked so much at gramophone..
disturbed fig and olive..
got free lunch and dinner and snacks and drinks..
lol..
played so much with raffie, yus and big guy..
pranked victor and the other part timers..
they said i'm very noisy..
and victor called me 'the crazy lady'..
haha..
damn funny..
had so much fun..:)
didnt get to see isaac though..:(
shall go visit him next time..

had fun working there..
from udders ice cream, sushi, bubble tea to cotton candy and pillow..
haha..
its good knowing all those ppl..
so gonna miss them all..

thats all for now..
2mths more to sch re opening..
kinda scared..
whatever..

tata..

Paint Splashed<3
12:05 PM