Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Y
crap..
you're making me pissed..
maybe i should just delete you away..
damn..
Paint Splashed<3
10:38 AM
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Y
seriously..
why shld i care what happens to you right??
you're goddamn 24yrs old alr!!
and you're still acting like a kid..
if you still cant think, i cant help you too..
if you wanna destroy your freaking life, go on and do it mannn!!
and pls..
when you do it, pls do not blame it on me..
in other words,
stop saying that its all because of me..
i didnt tell you to do all these crap..
i made it clear to you alr that its impossible..
and i told you to give up..
i cant care less anymore..
its becoming a torture to me..
to hear you say "why am i doing all these? its cos of you!!"
is killing me..
give me a break..
i know you're purposely doing all those crap with that girl on fb to let me see..
to tell me that thats the only way out or to forget me..
oh, wrong..
you'll come telling me that even that cant help you forget..
well, you know what???
i.dun.care.
you cant force me..
the more you do that, the more i recoil..
the more i cant stand you..
i wont waste my precious life on things that aren't worth my time..
anyway..
heart heart heartbreak by boys like girls is a damn nice song!!!!!:)
gtg study!!!!!
to hell with all these crap!!
:)
i'm done with you!!!!
sorry for being such a bitch..
but i've had enough!!
tata..
Paint Splashed<3
8:52 PM
Y
i dunno what the hell i'm doing..
like aaaaaaaaaaaaaaarghhhh!!!!!
i wanna help you..
like seriously..
i'm just a tree..
i want to help you to not give up the whole forest for just one freaking tree..
but what the hell..
when i see the nonsense you're doing on fb, i wanna ask you why you're doing that..
but if i stop you, i'd be going back on my word..
right?
what you're doing is the best for yourself but yet i just cant stand seeing you do that..
fuck..
damn it..
i'm in a freaking dilemma..
i want you to stop..
but also not to go to that person when you know you dun like her too..
slap myself ten times across my freaking face..
i shouldnt care..
but i think i cant..
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!
just stop it la..
can you??????
Paint Splashed<3
12:40 PM
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Y
studying in library now..
with faiz and all..
damn stressed..
no time no time no time!!
but on the bright side, next month's gonna be the start of the hols!!!!!!!!
:)
the good and the bad all on the same month..
had some crap meeting abt a teacher to attend to just now..
but i think all should be okay by next week..
its supposed to be a secret anyway..
ah..
things that happen just make me reflect..
friends..
ppl that laugh and joke with you..
ppl that you treat well and are honest and sincere with..
will it remain that way forever?
or will they like most cases, turn back to bite you one day?
its sad to think abt this..
ah..
whatever..
taking things with a pinch of salt..
gotta go back to studying..
4 wks left to go..
gotta make it man!!!
and i'm going for kelly clarkson's concert!!
hopefully, since i have the tickets..:)
thats all for now..
tata..
Paint Splashed<3
4:48 PM