Monday, April 28, 2008
Y
went to imm with class today to buy max's present..
had quite alot of fun..:)
went to swensen's after sooooo long of deciding..
this one halal that one not halal and stuff..
haha..
ate quite alot and we shared the ice cream!!
funny stuffs happened there..
like abbie eating shirlyn's diluted ice cream and the stupid hat that fell off from my head and i didnt even notice..:P
LOL..
haha..
laughed like mad and the milkmaid joke AGAIN..
haha..
watched juno with abbie on mayching's ipod..
funny..:)
and we finally got his present..
after shopping and walk walking and so much of playing..
haha..
michele paid for it first though cos we were all broke after the lunch..:P
so tired and i slept the short trip on the shuttle bus to je..:)
bryan's ds with me now..
HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!
like FINALLY!!!!:)
addicted to the game la..
though it can get frustrating at times trying to solve the lame puzzles..:P
my cough still not getting better..
think i talk and laugh too much in school with rashal donna and pt..
haha..:)
but i'm happy though..:)
screwed up bio spa today..
couldn't rmb some parts and mixed up some too..
the other parts were okay i guess..
haiz..
small brain la..
haha..:P
chem spa on fri..
gotta jia you~!!!
if not no more ds for me..:P
heh..
gtg now..
ytd night was horrible..
terrible actually..
though afternoon was nice..:)
tmr will be a better day..:)
Paint Splashed<3
10:50 PM
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Y
feeling sad and neutral..
maybe not really sad la..
but was talking to my sis abt the past since she asked..
told her some things which had been hidden deep down for so long..
i dunno how to describe how i'm feeling now..
mixed feelings?
hmm..
kinda miss a friend..
oh wells..
anyway..
almost cried ytd..
sometimes when someone say out the things that has been in your heart you just cant help but tear..
its like the person hit straight on the spot..
but i managed to hold back my tears..:)
and i went to see some things just now..
i dunno what to do abt it..
as in..
sometimes the things i feel are not acceptable might deem acceptable by another..
how?
this is when things get complicated..
must think of a way to solve it..
cos i just cant kp it in me..
some things said abt my dad ytd just makes me wanna cry..
my dad is just the nicest person ever ever on earth..
he's the BESTEST DAD ever..:)
he's a 24hr filial dad you see..
filial..
filial to his kids..
i wanted to cry when i finally got the meaning since i dun understand the chinese version..
but cant cry cos my sis's there..
ha..
sometimes you just reach a point where you're just looking at things from above and knowing whats happening but just dunno what to do..
k la..
gg out now..
mixed feelings..
not really happy la..
life goes on..
just like how i have to learn to move on yrs ago..
okay..
talking nonsense..
pain is not when you cant smile..
pain is when you have to fake a smile..
tata..
Paint Splashed<3
12:20 PM
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Y
goodness..
i feel like puking..
totally feel like puking..
i feel so uncomfortable..
i'm suppressing the urge to go puke..
i think i'm sick..
shit..
bio spa on mon so cant get sick..
feeling feverish but my temp is still normal..
dunno why i wanna vomit so much..
went to see the doc ytd and my voice is getting better..
but the med makes me feel sick..
the moment i step put of the clinic ytd i feel totally sick..
okay..
i'm gonna try go vomit now..
no cant..
shit..
my parents just called to go down..
i feel sick..
Paint Splashed<3
2:15 PM
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Y
sore throat..
manly voice..
teary eyes..
cough..
flu..
goodness me..
its killing me..
aaaaargh!!!
watched talentime semi finals after school today..
the ruggers ar..
totally feel like slapping them..
so annoying..
keep making fun and laughing at the singers and dancers..
they themselves cant even dance still wanna laugh at others..
stupid..
and that mayching also..
scared me..
tell me that kinda stuff..
but i believe you la dun worry..:))
ppl kp telling me lotsa stuffs..
after that say "eh dun tell others ar"
wa..
totally..
not that i'll tell others la..
but its just too many ppl telling me such stuffs..
like one secret per day or sth..
it feels nice la cos it means ppl trust you..
but when its not nice stuffs and i cant tell anyone else what that person did..
its like..
WAAAAA..
dying..
haha..
not that bad la..
but i gotta rmb the things they say lo..
sian..
k la..
gtg now..
my mum made a bottle of bee drink for me cos i'm sick..:))
i'm so happy!!!:)
slp early ppl..
take care..
tata!!
Paint Splashed<3
11:16 PM
Monday, April 21, 2008
Y
think we've been watching too much videos in gp..
all on war and terrorism and suicide bombing..
scary..
a female suicide bomber's face appeared in my mind just now while eating dinner halfway..
it made me totally feel like puking..
dunno why..
and i puked a bit la..
after finishing my food though..
cos the image of that woman just wont go away..
i think the video's quite disturbing and traumatising..
knowing that such violence actually are happening while i'm doing random daily stuff..
but the video got my attention though..
kept me awake the whole time and interested..
haha..
talked to ms tan this morning and read the article mr leow gave us..
life is actually difficult for everyone..
just that everyone seem to think that life is so much better and easier for others and keep whining and gg on abt their misfortunes..
its only when we accept the fact that life is difficult, then we'll feel better..
yup..
made me feel a bit better..:)
need to do more practices and study harder..
and i'm so gonna get that top!!!!!!
haha..
need to save money first..
k la..
thats all for now..
tata..:)
Paint Splashed<3
11:25 PM
Saturday, April 19, 2008
Y
ytd was my sis's bday..:)
my mum was angry with her and hadn't been talking to her for soooo many days..
she was damn sad la..
said it was the worst bday ever..
thought would be gg out to eat but my mum cooked..
two whole black pepper chicken and macaronis and stuff..
whoa!!!
i asked her why she cook so much cos some were covered in the plastic foil den she say my dad wanna bring to his site to treat his workers so cook more..
okay lo..
den i bathe halfway and my sis went down to buy stuff with my dad..
and her friends came!!!!!
haha..
so many of them..
and they went to hide and wait till my sis came back and surprised her..:)
she was damn surprised and cried immediately..
haha..
apparently my mum collaborated with her friends since 2wks ago!!
lol..
everything went well and my mum gave them drinks and beer!!!!!
they all shared a bottle la..
haha..
and she got so many presents..
and my mum ordered a fei lun hai exclusive limited edition photo bk from overseas online for her!!!!
and my mum went to get it at a centre or sth..:)
she loved wu zun mah..
haha..
she was so damn happy..
my mum so nice lo..
i'm so happy for her and my mum was talking and everything to her..:)
to think my parents even pretended to be angry at her and made her cry before that..
haha..:)
den they
left at nearly 10 and my dad sent them home..
went to see some ppl's blog just now..
was blog hopping..
haha..
a bit envy their lives and stuff..
but well..
diff ppl diff lives la..
what to do..
just live my life to the fullest and i'm happy!!
thinking abt it, i actually think i'm not any worse off than them..
and they're not any better than me..
so what if they go out and stuffs..
i dun care!!!
haha..:)
i have a happy and fun and fulfilling life as well eh?:)
thats all for now..
tata..
gg out tmr!!!!!
Paint Splashed<3
1:10 PM
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Y
there's a bit of super glue on my finger now..
cos i tried gluing my shoe just now..
haha..
feel so uncomfortable..
but it'll come out soon..
was peeling it just now..
anyway..
today was really tired in school..
totally fell aslp in bio lec..
i closed my eye for like 2 sec?
and i just nv wake up again..
haha..
spent afternoon in sch doing math tut and went grandstand with donna and rashal..
so fun!!!
talking crap and doing all sorts of nonsense and camwhoring..
haha..
long time since i last laugh so much in sch..
haha..
my mum called just now..
been almost 2mths since she last called..
hmm..
talked to her better this time..
talked like friends..
and well..
she was talking to me abt gg to uni and stuff..
had a nice talk la..
and i talked more this time too..
more than all those previous million times where she always do the talking..
felt i kinda miss her too..
felt like crying while talking to her..
but didnt la..:)
and anyway..
ms loh gave me encouragement today..:)
said i got the potential to do well just that i nv put in effort..
haha..
felt so bad after that that i always nv really study hard for bio..
and i told myself i'll study harder for bio..
at least make ms loh happy la..
haha..:)
guess her encouragement had effect eh?
haha..:)
my mum told me she wanna see me do well in life..
wanna see me succeed..:)
she said she'll be very proud of me..:)
well well well..
my opinion of her has nv changed..
i nv thought bad of her at all..
really..
guess i wasn't wrong ba..
gotta go now..
bio spa trial tmr..
met mathangi at yew tee mrt station..
haha..
funny..
well..
thats all for now..
tata..
Paint Splashed<3
11:47 PM
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Y
shit man..
shit shit SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh man..
what the hell..
i hope nothing goes wrong..
AAAAAAAAAARGH!!!!!!!!
hope everything will be fine..
but it'll cause him to clash with his friend's outing..
and he'll be pissed with me and my parents..
aaargh!!
aiya..
shit..
i shouldn't have asked them in the first place..
how i know it'll be like this..
shit oh shit..
i hope my parents will talk politely and give him some face at least..
and there's his mum's prob too..
oh gosh..
i'm scared..
i wanna scream..
Paint Splashed<3
9:12 AM
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Y
i read a little article in a magazine..
they say a couple is like a pair of chopsticks..
they have to be compatible (same) to kiap food up..
if one of the chopstick is too thick and the other too thin then they cant kiap any food..
they not talking abt ppl's sizes la..:P
each side of the chopstick cannot do without the other..
and they'll only accomplish what they want to do if they have the same goal..
there are many types of chopsticks: ivory, plastic, wooden etc..
meaning there are many types of ppl..
but each chopstick will only be a pair with its own type..
disposable chopsticks are like one-night stands..
its got nothing to do with love..
use finish den throw away..
well..
and together the chopsticks will taste the various flavours of life..:)
meaningful right?
i simplified the article la..
haha..
its the simplified version..:P
but i like the article alot..:)
Paint Splashed<3
7:25 PM
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Y
met phebe..
went to her hse and talked like non stop and i ate alot too..
seem to keep eating everytime i go her hse..
she keep giving me stuff to eat..
lol..
caught up with each other and i still love her alot!!!:)
tmr's fri..
means sat is coming soon..
usually i anticipate it..
but now i dread it..
cos i know a big quarrel is coming up on sat and i HATE quarrelling!!!!!
last night just before i slp..
my sis went to hang the clothes while i study for the bio test today..
then my mum came out..
she went to the kitchen..
mum: (screams) why you all havent slp yet! 12.40am le leh!!
my sis: i hanging the clothes mah
mum: where's your sis? why do alone?
sis: she studying for test tmr
mum: she studying? now then she wanna study.. help you for 10mins cannot ar?!!
mum: (screams louder) stop hanging everything!!! just leave it there!! i'll do it myself tmr! nobody is to touch the clothes!!!
then i quickly pack my stuffs and she came in..
mum: (scream) you finish yet? why so selfish!! from tmr onwards you wash your own clothes yourself!!! and dun go hang the clothes!!
when i reach home today..
the first thing when my foot touch the floor, my mum ask me..
mum: why you nv hang the clothes this morning?
i kept quiet..
mum: cos i told you not to hang right?
me: ya..
mum: wa. you so gd ar. i told you not to hang the clothes then you really dun..
okay lo. so now i'm telling you i dun let you go out with bryan from now onwards and you cant go. can you do that? you do this thing to me den i do to you also lo!
i was very angry but i didnt say anything and i walked away..
mum: oh and dun forget what i said hor. wash your clothes yourself. dun put them in the washing machine hor.
i walked to the basket and saw that she had taken my clothes that i previously put in the washing machine to wash, back into the basket.
i dun care la..
wash them myself then wash lo..
big deal..
unreasonable woman..
what the hell does she want la..
i dread sat..
hope fri doesn't end..
i know i'm gonna have to raise my voice and quarrel with her to go out on sat..
haiz..
i just hate going home..
well..
is it even a home in the first place..
i wonder..
Paint Splashed<3
11:04 PM
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
Y
bad mood..
very bad mood..
at first was still okay de..
den saw msgs that made me quite upset..
and after that read a blog entry that made it all worse..
dunno also..
maybe i'm too sensitive or what la..
but i just dun like ppl saying such stuffs abt me..
you say once not enough ar..
must write on your blog again..
keep insulting me again and again and again..
ass..
bio test coming this thurs..
die..
and ytd..
became a girl's scapegoat cos she nv do hw and conveniently tell teacher she lend me to copy..
she thought i wont find out cos we're in diff class..
like wth..
since when did i ever borrow any hw from ppl of other class..
ya..
friends..
for goodness sake..
cut the crap and cut the act..
bad mood..
Paint Splashed<3
11:19 PM
Saturday, April 5, 2008
Y
so sian..
today was supposedly to be very happy de..
sobs..
i'm sorry you always have to compromise..:(
i'm really very very sorry..
but there's really nothing i can do abt it..
sorry..
Paint Splashed<3
12:56 PM
Thursday, April 3, 2008
Y
chem test tmr..
going to study now..
with a nice cup of ice blended coffee!!!
frappucino!!!!!!!
yay!!:)
i'll try to get the highest mark i can for tmr's test de la..
dun worry..:)
i'll just jia you!!!:)
loves..:)
Paint Splashed<3
1:24 PM
