Monday, December 31, 2007
Y
changed blog song..
to umibe by L'Arcen Ciel!
its so so so nice la!
love the song!!:)))
Paint Splashed<3
4:39 PM
Y
last entry for 2007..
aww..
this yr passes so fast..
exceptionally fast..
haha..
been spending the last few days of this yr quite okally..
lol..
sat went out with bryan..
to vivo..
walk walk den had dinner at bakerzine..:)
the food was really nice!:)
haha..
was really happy that day..:)
went to marina square with my family ytd..
walk walk around and had dinner at swensen's..
ate quite alot plus ice cream too..:)
and the thing is my sis was the one treating cos received her pay..
haha..
total of 105 bucks..
tsk tsk tsk..
wanna go out today de..
but cant..:(
turned down jc and cy they all's outing..:(((
hardly meet up with them de lo..
today is a sian day..
hope there'll be a miracle or sth later..
but tiny chance though..:(
my bro had a friend that recently taught the word 'kanasai' to my bro..
bad bad..
den we told him that its not gd and told him what it meant..
den he kept laughing..
that day his friend told him "you know kanasai right? tell you mummy to buy kanasai toys for you.."
and my bro blur blur de and told us and kept laughing..
lol..
after that we told him to stop saying that cos he just wont stop..
the more we scold him the more he say..
so my mum say next time he say den just keep quiet..
he'll stop when noone bothers abt him..
so..
my bro: kanasai! kanasai!
my sis:
my bro: cannot say kanasai right? kanasai is not gd..
my sis: (smile)
one sec later..
my bro: kanasai!!!
my sis: -_-!!!
lol..
it was so funny la..
but we didnt respond..
now its better le..
haha..
okay..
happy new yr everyone!!!:)
hope next yr will be a much better yr..
really hope so la..
anyway..
thats all for now..
tata..
Paint Splashed<3
3:46 PM
Thursday, December 27, 2007
Y
watched alvin and the chipmunks ytd with the whole of my family..
the chipmunks are soooo cute!!!!!
and i love theodore!
ultimate sweetness..
haha..
and i love their singing and dancing..:)
my bro imitated the chipmunks halfway through the movie..
funny..
haha..
laughed so much in the cinema..
had fun..
well..
fun was just the time in the cinema..
when we came out..
oh well..
i dun wanna talk abt it..
my sis very poor thing..
her help wasn't appreciated by my mum..:(
just hope that she'll understand one day..
Paint Splashed<3
10:27 AM
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
Y
went out ytd..
wasn't as perfect as planned..
but firstly..
he likes the card and the breakfast i made!!!!!:))
haha..
but he said i draw like a kid though..
cant blame me mah..
i dun have drawing genes..
haha..
but the inside of the card is nice though..:P
anyway..
wanted to go snow city at first de..
but the queue was WHOA!!!
the person say need to wait for 1 or 2hrs..
so in the end we went to science centre..
haha..
fun la and long time since i went there..
the walk there was very happy though..:)
talk and joke and crap..
haha..
went back home for dinner..
and my sis bought 8 bottles of bacardi..
i drank 1 bottle and i forgot how many my parents drank..
but they were drunk!!!
totally..
me and my sis were all still sober..
and my mum talks freaking loud when she's drunk..
as if she's not loud enough when she's undrunk..
haha..
ytd was overall quite happy la..
haha..
sometimes your words can be so hurting..
though unintentional..
but many times le..
but well..
you're forgiven..:)
haha..
i'm not unhappy le la..
just a bit of ranting..
haha..
well well..
thats all for now..
tata..
Paint Splashed<3
11:26 AM
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Y
just made breakfast..
first time i actually made..
as in first time i really put effort into making it..
at first wanna make for myself only..
den decided to make another one for him..
haha..
den in the end make two..
haha..
think it tastes nice..:)
havent eat yet..
i went to melt the cheese..
smells so nice..
yummmmmmmmm!!!!
okay..
going out now..
hope he likes it la..
everything i make also very simple de..
haha..
once again..
its the thought that counts..:)
Merry Xmas everyone!!!!:)
happY!!!:)
Paint Splashed<3
11:14 AM
Monday, December 24, 2007
Y
new song..
teardrops on my guitar..
so sad la the song..
haha..
anyway..
made a card..
not superbly nice i think..
but it looks fine to me la..
since its all handmade..
haha..
but well..
its the thought and sincerity that counts isn't it?:)
hope you like it..:)
Paint Splashed<3
1:49 PM
Y
home alone now..
my brother has a christmas party in school today..
and my mum is supposed to make sandwiches for the kids there..
so yup..
my breakfast is ham and cheese sandwich..
haha..
yum yum..
anyway..
i went back to my dad's house in malaysia..
and its been 8mths since we last went back!
so much dust and dirt and weeds growing at the garden..
did lotsa cleaning up, wiping and weeding..
the worst was the weeding cos lotsa mosquito bites..:(
not to forget lotsa red ants too!!!!!!
my dad got bitten by alot of the red ants..:(
itchy itchy..
but the air there is freaking fresh!
and i dun get allergy easily too!
i tried eating oyster and yup..
i'm still fine and alive..
haha..
think there must be sth wrong with the air in spore ba..
haha..
and i ate lotsa food!!!
fat fat fat!!
my cousin's family was there too..:)
played with her baby..
1yr old only..
so cute la!
he called me jie!!!!!
and the prata in spore is like only 2/3 the size of the prata there..
and we ate a total of 17 pieces!!!
crazy man..
full like mad..
haha..
ate lotsa fish too..
so random..
but i had lotsa fun!!!!:)
well anyway..
thought of alot of things while weeding..
which means plucking and pulling out weeds la..
haha..
back to my point..
ya..
the weeds..
some are so small yet the hardest to pull out..
just like human behaviour and attitude..
and some weeds no matter how hard you try to pull..
eventually you only pull out half the roots..
but to stop the weeds from totally growing, you gotta pull out the weeds along with the roots..
so it just means that the weeds will grow back out again..
just like the problems we face and the bad behaviour and attitude we have..
gotta get to the root of the whole thing if not its useless..
and sometimes in life..
its impossible to totally eradicate things..
you just cant pull out the roots no matter how hard you try..
each time you just slow down the process of the things that will happen, time and again..
and after some time we just get tired of slowing the process..
den we turn to the faster way: chemicals
spray the whole freaking thing on the plants that never dies..
then the plants just dry out and die and you can just pull it out..
so ya..
sometimes the way to solve problems is not the good nice way of telling ppl..
they listen once, twice and forget abt it..
then the prob occurs again..
more practical methods are required to stop the thing from happening..
for me, its: if you cant stop the person from doing sth, then do sth to him or his surroundings..
yup..
cos i'm not that patient a person..
ya..
those were my thoughts during weeding..
haha..
funny eh..
the things you think abt while pulling out some plants..
well well..
thats all for now..
and oh!
Merry Christmas everyone!!!!:)
going out tmr..:)
tata..
Paint Splashed<3
11:46 AM
Sunday, December 23, 2007
Y
back from malaysia!
did lotsa weeding at the garden..
and got lotsa mosquito bites!!!!!
sobs..
so itchy..
but it was fun..
didnt wanna come back la..
haha..
okay..
gotta go now..
shall continue later when i have time!:)
Paint Splashed<3
4:43 PM
Sunday, December 16, 2007
Y
went clarke quay ytd..
cant believe how much i enjoyed myself and how happy i was..:))
it was so much so much fun!!!:)
walking through the water fountain and all..
i was squealing with delight all the way..
and my shoes got wet..
haha..:)
the lights, the shops, the everything..
including all the smiles, laughter......:)
haha..
i was smiling all the way..
like an idiot..
haha..
somehow we just think very alike..
no..
exactly the same things..:)
anyway..
had dinner at pasta de waraku at central..
its very nice!
and the service is very good too..
coke for the ppl waiting outside..:)
the food was nice too!
ate till i almost burst..
2 pasta 2 pizza and 1 gratin..
lol..
anyway..
its a night worth remembering..:)
happiness!!!!:)
going there again soon..:))))
and ytd was my parent's wedding anniversary!
my dad surprised my mum by popping home at noon and gave her a big bouquet of flowers!:)
haha..
my mum was so surprised and so happy and so touched..:)
and my dad chose the flowers himself wor..
so sweet sia..
haha..:P
ytd was a really really really HAPPY day!!!!:)
you're the root of my happiness!!:)
for now, the future and forever!:)
and yes..
we need to work real hard for our kinda lifestyles..
so expensive la!!!:P
haha..
let's jia you on!!!:)))
that's all for now..
stay happy everyone!!!!!:)
Paint Splashed<3
12:14 PM
Friday, December 14, 2007
Y
changed blogskin..:)
cos i always feel very depressed looking at my old blogskins even when they're happy entries..
so disturbing..
haha..
and hence the new happier skin..:)
changed new blog song too..
Give My Love from the korean drama Save your Last Dance for Me..
really nice show..
made me cry..
sad and touching..
haha..
the song's very nice too..
and i like the lyrics..
haha..:)
well..
everything's back to normal now..:)
and i mean everything and everyone..:)
going out tmr..
happy!!:)))
that's all for now!
tata..
Paint Splashed<3
10:58 PM
Friday, December 7, 2007
Y
simply love my blog song..:)
apologise..
well ya..
anyway..
third time i'm blogging today..
hmm..
thinking of the christmas that's coming soon..
actually i have 5 wishes this yr..
simple wishes..
but all seem either hard to come true or only the future knows what happens..
hmm..
and i wish my christmas will be different this yr..
though the possibility is quite low..
but still i believe in possibilities..:)
hmm..
now i'm wondering abt some things..
belief belief beliefs!
its amazing how different ppl can interpret a thing so differently..
hmm..
both have their stands..
and both are reasonable too..
incredible huh..
its not like i'm saying things can only be interpreted in one way..
but ya..
i'm talking abt another thing..
okay..
i think i'm talking stuff that only i know..
haha..
its funny how ppl tend to only listen to the things that support their points of view..
and tend to shut out all the others..
i do that sometimes too..
wrong..
no..
i dun..
i listen to the things that support my views and keep those that dun in my mind..
listening to The Way I Are now..
the beat is quite nice actually..
haha..
i'm so random la..
actually i feel that to a certain extent my attitude really sucks..
but well..
i've never been bothered by it..
and most of the time i just want things to go my way..
if it can't then i'll force it to..
i'm that kinda person..
stubborn..
irritating..
daring to a certain extent la..
ya..
that's how i'll describe myself..
its quite a bad thing la..
but good in a way also..
dunno what i'm talking..
nonsense..
and ya..
oh man..
i'm a person seriously led by emotions..
damn..
very very bad..
gotta change it!:)
and my sis call me the Indecisive Freak!
oh man..
sobs..
my eyes and my heart are my weakness..
as well as laughter..
yes..
they are..
and i hate whines..
they piss me off!!
and that's all for now..
off to the land of happiness and brighter future i fly!!!!
blast off!!!!!!
Paint Splashed<3
3:25 PM
Y
just saw this picture while browsing through deviantart..
its sooooooooooooooooooo nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the person draw out using pencil..
aww..
its just so nice!
long time since i last read tsubasa le..
haha..
ya..
that's all for now..:)
Paint Splashed<3
12:32 PM
Y
ytd was the final straw..
it was breaking point..
and it snapped..
there it goes..
and i left..
couldn't take it anymore..
den it was a few hours and i'm back here again..
haiz..
but i think i worried them to death..
but i think there'll be changes..
from now onwards..
i hope so..
i look funny with two bags..
a backpack and a sling bag..
but it was freaking heavy la..
but anyways..
i wont run away again..
its scary and not as easy as i thought it was..
but well..
just hope that everything will change for the better..
Paint Splashed<3
11:15 AM
Wednesday, December 5, 2007
Y
ytd was fun..:)
watched enchanted and this time both my sis were there too..
the movie was funny and a bit lame but its quite nice actually..
haha..
so the four of us went to the arcade after that..
played drums at first..
and i was so lousy that..
hmm..
actually the song is hard la so i'm not really lousy..:P
so anyway..
ended up me and him playing together..
me hitting the left and he the right..
i've never been this bad before..
haha..
and after that we all went to play basketball..
omg..
i think we played 12 rounds..
lol..
whenever the game ended, my sis would jam the buttons and the thing just started again..
and some more we only scanned the card once..
haha..
in the end we went to check the amount left in the card and its 12 bucks gone!
i think he put it in his pocket so it just kept scanning and we all mistook it for free games..
HAHA!
it was fun and funny also..
and we crapped alot in the train..
haha..
reached home at nearly 12 and my dad accidentally locked the door from the inside..
so had to call him..
luckily he havent slept..
haha..
it's so long since i'm this happy..
and well..
somehow happiness just doesn't last long for me..
dunno why..
after i reach home 10mins..
my mum started to ask me abt my email and wanted my password..
and i am like..
wth?
its my stuff lo..
and i told her that i wont give her cos i dun like it..
she say i'm hiding stuff from her..
so i told her i can just open for her to see if she wants..
and she didnt..
she die also have to get my password..
dunno for what shit purpose..
she said:"there shouldn't be secrets in the family."
ya..
like a password is a huge secret..
its just my stuff and i dun like ppl to know..
and she screamed that i didnt treat her like a mother..
lol..
say if i trust her den i should give her my password..
and so i didnt give..
and i've been given lectures on how hard it is to bring me up..
and how i forgot abt where we started and came from..
and how i've 'turned bad'..
what has all this got to do with that damn password..
and i have never ever forgotten how we started and came from okay???
and she told my bro not to play with me..
again..
i'm so sick and tired of all these la..
or rather..
i'm numb..
she told me that i've grown up le and dun even let her touch my stuffs..
told me not to touch her stuffs too..
whoa..
i let her check my phone and wallet and bag as and when she want is already very good le k..
she dunno how much i hate ppl touching my stuffs..
actually she knows..
but sometimes she just purposely do it..
she hates seeing us happy..
like when there's a nice song on radio playing and we're all singing to it..
*click*
she changes the channel..
then we shut up and go so mad at her but have to keep quiet..
and she feels happy..
mad woman..
oh wells..
i almost left house this morning..
cant tolerate le..
she always has to spoil my happiness..
and when i'm reading a book today and i switch on the light cos its raining and its dark..
she walks past and switch it off..
den i stayed in the dark for a while den went to switch on again..
then on the way to her room she walk pass and switch off again without a word..
I AM FREAKING PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm like playing a game of Who Can Tolerate All These Nonsense Wins with her everyday..
but usually she lose cos i keep my cool and just take it the way it is..
but she has to talk and scream and yell and scold..
and i wait till i burst then i'll scream and yell..
haiz..
save me man..
i really dun wanna die young..
i never have peace..
my sis sent me a mail that can check your stress lvl..
say there are 2 identical dolphins..
if you spot 1 or 2 or more differences btw them means you're stressed..
so i looked..
and i saw..
1 dolphin and 1 cow..
so..
its either the picture is purposely made to let you think you're stressed..
or..
i'm really stressed that a dolphin turns into a cow..
lol..
whatever it is..
i gotta endure it man..
cos i'm angela koh..
and i dun give up that easily de..:)
and i'm still not giving her my password..
bleh!:P
Paint Splashed<3
5:09 PM
Saturday, December 1, 2007
Y
未完成的爱情..
sweet starting..
sweet ending..
1 yr 9 mths and 14 days exactly..
but it hurts so much to make that decision..
but its for the best of everyone..
haiz..
sobs..
cry..
cry non stop..
if only it could never end..
but i have to admit..
i had been really happy when i'm with you..:)
best times of my life..:))
but well..
its hard to leave..
it hurts bloody much..
i can just cry for yrs and never stop..
all the times we've been together..
beautiful memories..
wonderful times..
all the fun, joy, happiness, sorrow, tears, frustration, attitude..
we've shared it all..
oh man..
i'm starting to cry again..
i'm sorry that i hurt you..
i can never ever forget you..
the person who've made a difference in my life..
haiz..
this is supposed to be happy..
and a happy ending..
but why am i crying???
haha..
gotta switch off that darn tap..
*wipes off tears*
rmb what we promised each other last night k?:)
i'll always be here de..:)
and yes..
i'll love you forever..
i promise..:)
Paint Splashed<3
2:27 PM
