Sunday, November 30, 2008
Y
went to airport last night to fetch my sis..
so many ppl there..
and she brought back quite alot of stuffs..
haha..
anyway..
gonna start work soon..
didnt manage to catch nocturna this morning..:(
got flu again..:(
kp sneezing non stop..
sigh..
had a weird dream last night too..
of someone i have nv seen or met before..
but we were exceptionally close..
hmm..
well..
thats all for now..
gonna go eat med..
maybe go cycling later today..:)
tata..
Paint Splashed<3
11:40 AM
Friday, November 28, 2008
Y
untied the knot..
at least i think so..
:)
Paint Splashed<3
10:18 AM
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Y
was home just a while ago..
went to suntec with my sis..
and realised we just cant stop eating..
haha..
didnt get to try my toffee nut though..
cos she's scared she'll get headache again..:(
next time then..
i seriously cant stand ppl who break their promises..
lies and broken promises..
they suck..
and they nv think they're wrong too..
well..
wont be at expo alr..
hmph..
gonna call amy tmr..
it really sucks when i cant get what i want..
tsk..
gonna fight for it no matter what..
i just gotta have it..
and i really really really wanna watch twilight..
its coming out next mth..
i'm still reading the bk..
got to the part where bella meet edward's family..
i laugh to myself alot..
guess my imagination must be really gd..
haha..
gonna watch it!!
thats all for now..
tired feet..
and some ppl's got fugly 'hair'..
haha..
tata..
its falling, falling, falling.......
and oops, i let it slip..:)
Paint Splashed<3
10:41 PM
Y
i just went to google and i typed in my old sch name..
ekamai international sch..
and i dunno..
it feels so heart warming to see the sch buuilding again..
all the wonderful memories..:)
and i went to see the alumi forum..
and guess what..
my 2nd grade teacher is looking for her class '96 to '97!!
grade 2A..
term starting from 13aug 1996 and ending at 31may 1997..
she was the only grade 2 teacher at that time and i was in that class of hers!!!
she's looking for us..
haha..
i dunno why but i feel soooooooo happy!!!!!!!!
goodness..
kristi young..
missed her..:)
i aced her class..
and i still have my report card with me..:)))
gpa of 4.0 for 2 terms..:)
so proud of myself..
haha..
but i'm now in singapore..
ha..
dunno if she's still in thailand or back in california..
hahahah..
okay..
i'm gonna go reply to her msg now..
its been more than 10yrs alr!!:)
thats all for now..
tata..
Paint Splashed<3
11:34 AM
Y
ah..
sometimes some ppl say they care abt you..
like 'oh, just give me a call if there's anything and i'll try to help wherever possible'.
oooooh..
sounds nice and touching eh?
but when a prob really occurs..
you know what happens la huh..
you're left to find solutions on your own and whether you're dead or alive, i guess they'd nv know..
yup..
have you ever experience the kind of feeling where you ask ppl for help so desperately but instead of even turning you down, the person laughs at your misery?
yea..
the kind of disappointment is indescribable..
seriously..
ah..
will be pretty busy the next few days..
dun think i'll even have time to go online..
haha..
and i wont be able to catch nocturna too!!!!!:(((
sobs..
i really wanna watch it..
tsk..
its on okto btw..
sunday morn..:(
and oh..
tried starbucks dark cherry mocha frappucino!!!
and its very nice!!!!
plus the whipped cream..
oooooohh..
gonna try the toffee nut next time..:)))
well..
i'm gonna let it fall..
not gonna be there to catch it ever again..
cos its just fragments and pieces left..
i'm gonna let it drop to the ground and i'll just walk away..
i'm leaving it..
cos it really gets annoying sometimes..
but hmm..
the gd thing is i'm much better at it than i thought i was..:)
okay..
now scram..
tata..
Paint Splashed<3
10:48 AM
Monday, November 24, 2008
Y
just reached home..
been out the whole day..
with my sis the second half though..
haha..
mark is so..
hmm..
i dunno..
i feel like a prey with him around..
and he feels like a predator to me..
lol..
but thats what i felt seriously..
had fun ..:)
thats all for now..
tata..
its too close for comfort..
Paint Splashed<3
9:02 PM
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Y
been searching for ppl to borrow twilight from..
cos apparently i know none of my friends have it..
haha..
finally..
my sis borrowed it for me from her friend..
heh..
so now addicted to it..
haha..:)
getting into the mood of the book once again..
half the bk left to go..:)
thats all for now..
tata..
Paint Splashed<3
5:35 PM
Y
will be at sitex..
expo..
thurs to sun..
temp job i guess..
with my sis..
thats all for now..
tata..
Paint Splashed<3
2:16 PM
Friday, November 21, 2008
Y
talked to yuqin and ken this morning..
damn funny..
kp talking nonsense..
haha..
long long time since i last talked to both of them..
miss the old times..
that joker..
so lame..
what iraq and fishmonger..
haha..
happier today..:)
things are getting better i hope..:)
thats all for now..
tata..
Paint Splashed<3
12:51 PM
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Y
ITS FINALLY OVER!!!!!!!!
haha..
but somehow i dun feel as happy as i thought i'd be..
dunno whats wrong with me..
gonna dump all my notes and bks and tys later..:)
my mum even told me to throw them immediately after the paper ended..
lol..
funny..
i kinda feel normal..
i shld be like extremely happy and relieved..
but surprisingly, i'm not..
feeling a bit neutral and blank..
dunno why..
but well..
at least i dun have to study like mad anymore..:)
its hols now!!!
wrong..
its WORK, WORK, WORK!!!!
i so wanna meet chi soon..
haha..
kinda miss her..:)
hmm..
just received an sms from someone unexpected..
really very unexpected..
dunno what to do..
i dunno what to reply..
or to reply a not..
a bit surprised..
okay..
so i replied..
while listening to if i were a boy..
teared..
whatever..
But you're just a boy.
You don't understand.
And you don't understand, oh.
How it feels to love a girl.
Someday you wish you were a better man.
You don't listen to her.
You don't care how it hurts.
Until you lose the one you wanted.
'Cause you're taking her for granted.
And everything you had got destroyed.
But you're just a boy.
thats all for now..
tata..
you.made.me.cry.again.
i.dunno.what.to.do.or.what.to.feel.
cos.somehow.i.know.i.felt.the.same.way.
but.you're.just.a.boy.
Paint Splashed<3
10:12 AM
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Y
feeling a bit better today..:)
and me and my mum are talking again..
yay!!:)
anyway..
went to raffles city with my sis last sat..
took her to see the art gallery..
so long since i last went there..
kinda miss it..
like always, i closed my eyes when we had to walk pass the statues of the creepy little red man..
he seriously looks scary even when he's smiling..
haha..
saw the art pieces that i liked since last time..
and there were new ones too..
i think they're new la..
not sure..
haha..
and i really like it alot!!
so nice..
the new very pretty paintings!!
so sweet..
my bro made this last time.. and he name it 'ANGELA'!!
my goodness..
i didnt know i looked like that.. its cute though..:P
the sunset i saw outside my window ytd..
it'd be better if the buildings weren't there..
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this.. LONGGGGGG overdue pic..
those were the gd old days at the grand stand..
jon's busy mugging i think..
well..
yup..
long since i last uploaded photos..
more overdue ones in my phone..
haha..:P
and i feel very happy listening to miss independent..
for some unknown reason..
maybe its the voice..
haha..
whatever it is..
like what i said previously..
i'm not gonna care..
even if i have to pretend not to..
:)
tmr's the last day of As!!!!!!!!!
happiness..:)
and ya..
thanks shaen for the concern..
i'm perfectly fine..:)
abit crazy nowadays only la..
haha..
thats all for now..
tata..
Paint Splashed<3
9:09 AM
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Y
seriously..
i dunno why i'm feeling this way..
oh pls..
let this feeling go away..
i just know that there hasn't been a day without me thinking of it..
aaargh..
i'm fed up with myself..
what is wrong with me???
i dun want to..
but i have to..
you know??!!
3mths alr and i'm still like this..
aaaargh!!
Paint Splashed<3
6:43 PM
Y
i dunno why..
i still look at it everyday when i'm online..
i just have to click it everyday even when i appear offline..
and i dunno why i felt sth when i saw what it was today..
i think it was changed last night..
it made me tear..
after so long..
i dunno if i shld be angry at myself for feeling this way..
i dun even know if its referring to me..
and i alr feel this way..
maybe its not even referring to me..
stupid me..
but it reflects some of the things that i wrote in my blog..
i'm not sure too..
but anyway..
if lets say you're referring to me, i just wanna say: its okay..
there's nth more that i can do alr..
than to stride forward..
and well..
i'm sorry too..
and you've nv failed to make me tear..
even now..
ha..
[angela] at peace..
ha..
am i really at peace?
nothing can ever affect me..
really?
i dunno..
Paint Splashed<3
10:49 AM
Monday, November 17, 2008
Y
okay..
i just called the person and she asked me to call the boss..
k..
so i called..
hmm..
he sounds quite nice on the phone..
HAHA..
crazy..
but thats not the main point..
i told him i can only go down like on fri..
and he said he'll call me again..
good..
so i asked abt the pay..
and he said its around $1200 to $1300 per mth..
which is gd..
around 100 bucks more than the place that i'm waiting call..
how..
haha..
but i gotta try out the thing..
like its gonna be a 4-5hr thing..
if i can den he'll hire me..
HMMMMMM..
nice man..
so i think shld be negotiable ba..
wait till fri first..
and yes..
miss independent..
lurveeeeeeeeee this song..:)
and i love neyo..
Paint Splashed<3
11:53 AM
Y
first time in my life i think a bio paper is doable..
lol..
haha..
which is a bad thing in disguise..:(
cos others can do also..
studied till 3am..
den my dad came out halfway..
scared the hell out of me..
lol..
anyway..
last paper this thurs!!!!!!
yay!!
cant wait!!
haha..
a bit of sore throat now..
think i shouted too much last night..
screamed alot too..
quarrelled again..
hasn't happened in a long time..
so we arent talking now..
though i really feel like talking to her la..
but tsk..
dunno what to do cos she's ignoring me and we're both at fault..
and i dun think i'm gonna say sorry too cos i dun think i was really wrong..
aiyo..
i'm just ranting non stop here..
TSKKKKKKKK..
the prob is its very hard for me to not talk you see..
thats why i'm like dying now..
lol..
sis in taiwan sch trip..
wonder what she's doing now..
msged her last night and she replied from there!!
haha..
told her we quarrelled..
and she sighed..
haha..
its weird..
this feeling..
but oh wells..
it'll go away soon i guess..
shit..
i'm supposed to go for interview at 12pm..
but i forgot to tell them i cant make it..
i'm actually waiting for another place's call..
tsk tsk tsk!!!!!!!!!
i'll go for the interview if i didnt get that job..
they say they'll call in 4days..
which means 2 more days to wait..
sigh..
gonna go sms the person now..
thats all for now..
tata..
Paint Splashed<3
11:33 AM
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Y
i'm putting it down..
i think i've put it down..
already..
i'm striding..
big strides..
away from it..
into the future..
let the courage be with me..
and let me not make the same mistakes again..
let me be goal and target oriented..
not get distracted..
and to never look back..
i've learnt..
once..
and thats enough..
more than enough actually..
dun worry mum..
i know what i'm supposed to do..
and what i'm not supposed to..
i've learnt..
really..
it wont happen again..
i promise..
i'll really hate it if i have to go thru it all over again..
its too much for me too..
so ya..
dun worry..
there'll only be two in my life..
no more than that..
promise..
thats all for now..
bio paper 3 on mon..
paper 1 on thurs..
den its over alr..:)
second interview later at 2pm..
hope i pass it..
tata..
Paint Splashed<3
11:22 AM
Friday, November 14, 2008
Y
miss independent..:)
my mum says i'm a nice girl..:)
always talk crap and nonsense to make her laugh and be happy..:)
and i'm so much better tempered now..
yay!!
at least dun get pissed so easily..
haha..
hope it stays this way..
:P
anyway..
i think i've decided on where i want le..
the person called me to go for a second interview maybe next wk..
yay!!
hope i pass..
and its quite near too..
so i wont have to spend hours on journeys to and fro..
good..
and the guy in charge is quite nice too..:)
just that i'll be seeing my parents lesser and lesser..:(((((
unless they come find me..
haha..
will be busier than my dad but earning lesser than him..
lol..
there's just one thing that makes me think..
hmm..
but i think i wont care la..
not botherable..
haha..
will tell where i'm working at if i pass the second interview..:)
thats all for now..
gotta study chem!!
paper 1!!
donna's funny..
scared over nothing..
lol..
tata..
Paint Splashed<3
10:30 AM
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Y
okay..
so 4 places have confirmed me..
now i have to choose which places i dun want..
hmm..
gloria jeans shld be nice..
but still cant decide..
haha..
k la..
gtg now..
another interview later..
and have to go imm too..
lotsa things to do these days..
tata..:)
Paint Splashed<3
11:31 AM
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Y
okay..
so i'm home now..
chem paper 2 just ended..
it was okay la...............
hmm..
slept at almost 3am last night..
i'm still not tired..
surprisingly..
haha..
anyway..
threw away my math, gp and lit notes alr!!!!!!!!!
woo hoo!!!
every single bit of it..
HAHA..
so happy..
and my mum was helping me throw away too..
haha..
next thurs morning and it'll be officially over!!!!!!!!:)
like finally..
haha..
anyway..
just now on the train..
so funny..
suddenly spiralling was playing..
and i was thinking wa got ppl same ringtone as me..
den i started looking around to see why the person nv pick up the phone..
the rest of the ppl started looking around too..
den..
i realised..
its my phone that rang!!!!!!!!!!!!!
aiyo..
damn paiseh and malu..
haha..
i wanted to laugh like mad..
haha..
oh wells..
thats all for now..
things are getting better i hope..:)
and i'm gonna make tuna sandwiches for my mum now..:)
thats all ppl..
next paper is on fri..
chem paper 1..
at a weird time like 2.30pm???
weird..
i'm gonna make tuna tuna tuna sandwiches with apple!!!!:)
tuna here i come!!!:)
tata..
Paint Splashed<3
11:39 AM
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Y
next plane home..
this song makes me happy..
haha..:)
sweet..
okay..
well..
thought abt it..
now matter what i do..
have no regrets..
whether its A lvl or some other things..
look in front..
so now..
i'll just start pretending..
that i dun care even if i really do..
yup..
thats what i'll do..:)
2pm's coming soon..
and i gtg for my interview soon alr..
aaargh..
tata..
just drown me..
Paint Splashed<3
12:02 PM
Y
3 papers this wk and 2 more next wk and i'll be DONE!!!!!!
haha..
but i think i might be working after that le..
like the mon after that?
not sure yet but most prob la..
hmm..
been thinking abt stuffs lately..
and like what to do if i can and cant make it to uni..
haha..
will be quite sad though if that really happens..
touch wood..
haha..
old songs been playing in my head for some reason..
and i've started writing stuffs in my book cum diary..
cos i think blogging is quite nonsensical sometimes..
you have to write stuffs that can be known publicly..
like now i wanna write some stuffs..
but i know if i write here, my friends are so definitely gonna scold me..
so ya..
cant lo..
abit sian..
used up around 7pages of the bk..
hope i wont use anymore..
cos writing just means its getting worse..
sigh..
anyway..
saw lee hom's new album..
and he is so absolutely meltable!!!
haha..
and his pipa is so pretty..
but they say he's gay..
tsk..
sad..
so gonna go his concert one day..
haha..
thats all for now..
gtg study lit..
tata..
some things..
they're just not worth thinking abt..
right?
some things..
are bad for health if you think too much abt..
some things..
no matter how hard you try not to think abt..
you just cant get it out..
aaargh..
what's the whole freaking point of thinking?!!
Paint Splashed<3
11:35 AM
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Y
totally sian..
how how how??!!!!!
2 more wks to go and i'm like alrdy half dead..
hope next wk and the wk after will be better..
SIGH........
god..
bio is crazy..:(((((((((((((((
tata..
Paint Splashed<3
11:55 AM
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Y
a wedding happening somewhere downstairs..
the happiness of it all..
a curry puff man trying to make a living in the carpark below..
ppl talking loudly and laughing in the kopitiam opp..
and here i am, with less than a day to go..
anxious of the big As tmr..
yet still dare to go online..
so many diff things happening at the same time..
well..
not really prepared for it yet..
but i'm chionging like mad..
cant afford to not make it this time..
its all i have got now..
oh wells..
what to do..
do my best..
cos i must..
:)
and ya..
i sprained my ankle ytd!!!
:(
so my ankle hurts now..
sobs..
putting ice on it..
and i realise i love talking to my sisters..
but we usually only get in total harmony when we start gossiping or bitching..
lol..
girls girls girls..
haha..
love them to bits..
though i'm sure they dunno..
haha..
okay..
thats all for now..
and yes ppl..
i WILL NOT be late tmr..
stop telling me i'll def be late..
:)
tata..
actions speak louder than words..
so this is what you call 'care'..
when you dun give a freaking damn..
so much for being 'family'..
now stop acting and go back to your brazilian husband..
we dun need you..
Paint Splashed<3
9:12 AM
Saturday, November 1, 2008
Y
been eating panadol..
been having very bad headaches..
today's was really bad..
hurt so much i couldn't open my eyes..
aiyo..
still got lots to study..
haiz..
gtg now..
tata..
3 more wks to end of agony!!!!!!!!!!!!
Paint Splashed<3
4:42 PM
