I Paint My World The Way I Want It

Sunday, June 29, 2008

went kuishin bo at suntec with bryan ytd for buffet..
goodness..
its so nice la!!!!!!!!!!!
i ate so much that i couldn't stand straight..
yes..
its very exaggerating but true!!!!
we had to walk for a few hrs before i felt normal again..:P
i'm like a glutton..
eat so much..
tsk tsk tsk..
haha..
i ate more than him but its his treat!!:)
i ate so much of sashimi..
he was like "again??" when i came back with the third round of sashimi..
lol..
and its not very ex too..
i was so happy!!!
the dessert was damn nice also..
wanna go there again next time..
*hint hint*
haha..

finished cleaning up my table today..
totally..
i took 4days to clean up..
and now its empty and clean..
everything filed up properly..
cos my mum threw out my stuffs from my cupboard when she realised there were stupid ants crawling behind the cupboard..
so poor me had to clean up my mess of notes and papers..
4 days..
wow..
lol..

and went cafe cartel for breakfast today..
and my parents are totally in love with that place..
haha..
so funny la..:)

and i'm gonna start my school studying tmr..
no kidding..
my stuffs are all packed nicely and i'm all ready to start!!!

and and and..
i ate my DINNER today at 4pm!!!!!!
dinner..
yes..
cos we were all damn hungry at 3plus after the breakfast at 9am..
so we ate dinner at freaking 4pm..
lol..
and now i'm a bit hungry again..
my mum bought SOOOOOO much instant noodles from golden mile..
7 or 8 whole packets i think..
which means 48 small ones..
goodness..
i'm gonna go eat one now..
totally PIG today..
and i watched finish fated to love le..
as in first part only..
so wanna cont with the second..
but study first!!
if not bryan's gonna whack me le..
oops..:P

okay..
gtg do my work and eat my instant noodles now..:P

tata..

Paint Splashed<3
10:31 PM

Thursday, June 26, 2008

common test over..
and everything sucks..
anyway..
watching a taiwan drama now..
called fated to love..
so nice la!!:)
haha..
and now i end early everyday..
but i'm gonna study 1 topic everyday till prelims..
and i'm going out on sat!!!!!
kushinbo!!!!
the long awaited jap buffet bryan promised me..:))))
yay!!!
like finally..
haha..

cleaned up my cupboard ytd..
my notes and stuff..
den while fumbling through the piles of stuffs i came across so many cards and letters..
birthday cards, thank you cards, well-wishing cards, christmas cards blah blah blah..
all by my friends..
pri sch, sec sch, jc..
read thru them again and they're so nice..
bring back memories..:)
sweet sweet sweet..:)

but well..
my mum just said i cant be good for more than 2 days..
like huh..
den my mum told me to go see my phone..
like wth lo..
check my phone everyday..
damn sian..
but there's nothing in my phone i think..
dunno what nonsense she talking abt..
whatever la..

anyway..
i've been having alot of bites nowadays..
stupid mosquitoes and bugs..
now my feet is so itchy..

so funny la just now..
my sis's friend went china and bought a pair of ear rings for my mum and nothing for my sis!!!
lol..
gave my sis souvenirs only..
haha..

thats all for now..
gonna go see my phone and see what nonsense my mum was referring to..
aaargh..

Paint Splashed<3
11:18 PM

Saturday, June 21, 2008

study study study..
mug mug mug..
no time left..
14 topics..
1 day left..
die le la..
die die dying dead..

Paint Splashed<3
5:36 PM

Thursday, June 19, 2008

math block test tmr..
die..
i so wanna tell the sch my dad change hp no so they wont sms my block test grades to him..
lol..
stupid system..
dunno what for they tell parents also..
haha..

after my dad talked to me last night i feel like i know what i really wanna do..
and its a gd future too..
well..
provided i can even go uni la..
haha..
and now i feel like travelling also..
wanna feel the excitement and happiness and the feeling of stepping into a strange foreign place..
its been so long since i last took a plane!!!!!!!!
:(
well well well..
went to study at phebe's hse few days ago..
and she was forced by me to vacuum her hse..
lol..
couldn't stand it..:P

hmm..
been thinking thinking thinking..
and nothing came out of all the thinking..
cos conclusion i get is still all the same: study for your As first den think!!!!!!
lol..

well..
gonna go study now..

tata..
this is such a stupid random entry..
whatever..

Paint Splashed<3
4:08 PM

Saturday, June 14, 2008

my mum is cooking one of my fav food for dinner today!!!
actually she's making it the main and only food for dinner..
haha..
but i like!!!
so nice lo..
she know i wanna eat so she make..
at first she dun even wanna cook today de..
so happy..:)
haha..
and the thing is i nv even tell her i wanna eat..:)

anyway..
tmr is father's day!!
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY IN ADVANCE TO ALL THE DADDIES IN THE WORLD!!!!:)
actually wanted to buy a nice and gd pen for my dad ytd de..
went to raffles city and saw a super nice pen!!
but the price also super nice..
156 bucks!!!!!!!!
so i didnt buy..:(
shall buy sth next time..

and i wanna go out..:(
must wait till after common test..:((((
chi..
i wanna eat!!!
hahaha..
meet up after that!!
:P
k la..
gtg study now le..
really not enough time le..

cant wait for dinner!!!:)
my friend says i'm a glutton..:(
but as long i retain my weight den can le mah..
no?
haha..:P

tata..

Paint Splashed<3
2:44 PM

Thursday, June 12, 2008

at dad's office now..

so sian..

got restricted freedom at home now..

no communication at night..
whatever la..

cant let it affect me..

me and you..

persevere on k?:)

and i gotta study faster too..

if not die le la..

went to science centre with class on mon for a bio pcr workshop..

quite fun..

dealing with dna and stuff..

haha..

had fun..:)

and i changed my no ppl..

if i didnt tell you or anything den tell me k?

i might have missed out some ppl..

sorry..

hmm..

this coming sunday is father's day..

havent buy anything or what yet..

i think my mum ordered a cake though..

just rmbed sth many many yrs ago..

i was in choir, ballet and dance when i was young..

ya i know i dun look like it but yes its true..:P

den i had some performances..

my dad would always catch my performance no matter how busy he is..

there was one dance performance one day on a sat morning and my mum didnt wanna come cos she thinks its wasting her time..

my dad was very busy and was working till late night..

the performance is at 9am on sat..

my dad didnt come back the whole fri night cos of his work..

den in the end he came..

he ended work at 5am sat morn..

and he sped all the way on the highway non stop for 3hrs to rush to my show..

okay..

we were in thailand at that time thats why 3hrs on the highway..

and yes he sped through the night just to come see me perform..

crazy old man..:)

but i love my crazy old man..:))

best dad in the world!!!!:)

i love my dad!!!:))

and i miss you too dear!!

so long nv meet le..

see you tmr!!:)

we must stay happy!!:)

and i gtg study le..

sobs..

and chi..

sorry i nv reply you that day..

cos got difficulty..

but ya..

now cannot cos common test coming le so nd to study first..

meet you after that k?:)

i love legos!!

built a house with my bro last night..:)

me with the beloved strawberries on sat at clarke quay..:)

us..:)

sweet as strawberry!!!:P

smile smile smile!!!

love ya dear!!!:)

Paint Splashed<3
2:19 PM

Sunday, June 8, 2008

went to a b-cube gathering with bryan ytd held at a place called The Old School..
nice place..
like an art place..
there's an artsy feeling to it..
even the toilets..
they're called lavatory..
haha..
but the thing is there are 8 flight of stairs to climb to reach!!!!!
i almost dieded climbing up the hill..
panting like some old granny..
haha..
learned stuffs and dr william tan was the guest speaker..
anyway..
went to clarke quay after that with bryan..
walked around at the central den bought strawberries at the i forgot the name market there..
haha..
lovely lovely lovely!!!!
i love strawberries!!!!
den we went to sit by the river and ate the strawberries watching boats drive past..
and we played some dunno what game that he thought of den i suggested playing scissors paper stones and ji ko ba!!!!!!!
haha..:)
so fun!!
the winner gets to eat the strawberries..
and of course i won!!!!!!!!!
yay!!:)
haha..
walked around at the central and went back home after that..

today..
hmm..
slacked..
totally..
wake up, eat ba zhang, watch dvd, nap, wake up, eat ba zhang, watch dvd, bathe, eat dinner, blog..
will go continue watching dvd later..
haha..
nice show..
super nice..
its a show of a very happy family..
but events happen and broke the family apart..
the parents are SOOOOOOO similar to mine..
and their children too..
haha..
learned sth from it..

1)family sticks with you no matter what..
2)family is very very very impt..
3)the person who loves you and wants to spend his/her life with you must be someone who loves your whole self..
whole self: you and what matters to you most..
for my case its family..
4)the person that loves you must be able to give you happiness..
happiness meaning let you nv be upset in all aspects..
caring abt everything that matters to the person he/she loves..
5)the person can pull the person he loves towards him but at the same time shldn't pull the person he loves away from the things that's most impt to her..
cos thats not real happiness that the person he/she love will feel..
he shld in fact encourage her towards what is impt to her..

yup..
thats what i learned and i thought today..
the above is the basic love, respect and mutual understanding that they shld have..

thats all for now..

tata..

Paint Splashed<3
10:33 PM

Monday, June 2, 2008

celebrated bryan's belated birthday last fri..:)
made him a fully hand-made tv photoframe..
photoframe in the form of a tv la..
he said he like it alot..:)
haha..
put alot of our photos inside..:)
den we went to raffles city and had lunch at the pizza place after deciding for sooooo long..
haha..
den we went to toilet and i came out immediately after he went in..
and i rushed to cedele and bought two slices of cake..
chocolate walnut cheesecake and chocolate banana espresso or something along that line..
cant rmb..
haha..
i called him to come and he was surprised..:)
he was still waiting outside the toilet for me..:P
he loved the cheesecake and we had earl grey tea!!:)
smells so nice..:)
i was so freaking full la!!
haha..
den we went esplanade after that where i got 2 mosquito bites..:(
but we had lotsa fun though..:))

hmm..
went to town with bryan ytd..
and well..
quarrelled with my parents after i came home..
again..
how surprising..
i hadn't been out for 4 wks and they're still unhappy..
like wth..
was home late for 15mins and i got locked out for 15mins..
stupid..
got scolded for 45mins by my dad..
for everything: gg out, back home late, blah blah blah..
i really dunno how to make them see the light..
like how wrong is it by just gg out???
why cant you stay home and study instead of gg out for 7, 8hrs?
wow..
so i have to study everyday for the whole of the hols and cant go out is it???
its not like i go out every wk also..
4wks i stayed at home!!!!!
is it really necessary to go out?
okay..
so i'll just stay at home for the rest of my life then..
if you wanna go out like this then might as well quit sch and go work den i wont care abt you!!
its not like i wont study if i go out!!
yes..
my dad shouted these qns at me ytd along with many other qns..
you're using my money to study so i have the right to control you and be unhappy with you!!!!
wow..
so be it la..
i have nothing to say..
and we havent talked for the whole day..
unreasonable ppl..

i wanna run away..
and never ever come back..

Paint Splashed<3
10:15 PM