I Paint My World The Way I Want It

Thursday, November 20, 2008

ITS FINALLY OVER!!!!!!!!
haha..
but somehow i dun feel as happy as i thought i'd be..
dunno whats wrong with me..
gonna dump all my notes and bks and tys later..:)
my mum even told me to throw them immediately after the paper ended..
lol..
funny..
i kinda feel normal..
i shld be like extremely happy and relieved..
but surprisingly, i'm not..
feeling a bit neutral and blank..
dunno why..
but well..
at least i dun have to study like mad anymore..:)
its hols now!!!
wrong..
its WORK, WORK, WORK!!!!

i so wanna meet chi soon..
haha..
kinda miss her..:)

hmm..
just received an sms from someone unexpected..
really very unexpected..
dunno what to do..
i dunno what to reply..
or to reply a not..
a bit surprised..
okay..
so i replied..
while listening to if i were a boy..
teared..
whatever..

But you're just a boy.
You don't understand.
And you don't understand, oh.
How it feels to love a girl.
Someday you wish you were a better man.
You don't listen to her.
You don't care how it hurts.
Until you lose the one you wanted.
'Cause you're taking her for granted.
And everything you had got destroyed.
But you're just a boy.

thats all for now..

tata..
you.made.me.cry.again.
i.dunno.what.to.do.or.what.to.feel.
cos.somehow.i.know.i.felt.the.same.way.
but.you're.just.a.boy.

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