Wednesday, October 1, 2008
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ytd was like reliving the past..
it felt comfortable, once again..
it was a bit awkward at first, i admit..
i noticed your long stares but i didnt dare look back..
when you advanced, i was rooted..
i know how you felt..
and how i felt..
and that really got me confused..
my senses and my nerves were all clumped up at my hand, where you touch..
i was at a loss of what to do..
your tears..
they ignited sth in me..
i was confused..
i know you are too..
your touches sent chills and electric shocks down me..
i'm not exaggerating..
its true..
when our lips touched, tears rolled down..
everything that happened after that ytd seemed like as if we had nv separated before..
it just felt all so natural..
i know what you told me were the truth..
i can feel it..
so i really wish that you can stop lying to her..
you like her..
but thats a lie..
i know why you did that..
but what you're doing is wrong and you know it too..
i dun wish that you toy with her feelings..
yes, i know she's the willing party..
but she's still young and there's many things that you have to be truthful to her abt..
i dun want you to end up hurting her..
i know you're desperate to get me outta your head like what you said..
but this is wrong..
so stop. stop lying to her before things get worse..
this is not the way..
yes..
no promises, no regrets..
what you said might happen one day, for all you know..
i dunno too..
and if the second part of what you said happen, it'll be so funny..
an old man and an old lady..
lol..
and yup..
ytd was a really happy day for both of us..
it felt like a dream..
but time passes and what has happened has happened..
you and i both know how we both feel towards each other..
but i just wanna let you know that its never right to lie..
i hope you'll tell her the truth asap..
cos short term pain is always better than a long term one..
you know it..
and its nv right to use the consequences of future awkward meetups during cosplay as an excuse to not tell her..
this is cheating her feelings..
and you called me what you used to call me again..
after so long..
maybe you did it at first subconsciously..
but i know the next few times you called me again, you were aware of it..
haha..
and ya..
dun worry..
i know how you actually feel now..
:)
ya..
i havent changed..
in every single way..
and you still rmbed..
haha..
and you too..
still the same..:)
but yes..
life goes on..
and thanks for staying as someone i can always talk to..:)
thank you..
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