I Paint My World The Way I Want It

Monday, October 27, 2008

firstly..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DONNA!!!
start flapping, flapping flapping flapping flapping......................
haha..
study hard now..
we'll go celebrate your bday after the As..:)

anyway..
been feeling really at peace these few days..
unlike how i would've felt in the past..
its a gd change..
isn't it?
:)

been talking to donna ALOT these few days..
haha..
draining her batt..
but its nice talking to her..:)
and shal too..
later she gets jealous..
haha..:P

i realise my life takes a change every 10yrs..
the first big change was coming to spore..
now, 10yrs later, its sth else..
but i hope things wont go too bad la..

things been happening at home..
dunno how i can help..
can only get a job after As..
still so LONGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!
i need money ppl..
5K?
anyone wanna lend me????
i'll pay back before cny..
haiz..
this is all so terrible..
learnt sth thru it though..
never ever trust ppl easily..
and nv be too nice..

well anyway..
i realised i know what i wanna do alr..
and i told my sis..
at first she still thought it was possible..
then when i told her the place i wanna work at..
she thought i was crazy..
haha..
you'll nv be able to guess where i wanna work at..
:P
but its a bit hard la..
and looking at the way things are now..
i dun think my mum'll let me study it too..
sobs..:(

you feel like a stranger to me now..
everything just seems so faraway..
i just cant seem to be as bothered now..
maybe like what donna says, i'm stronger and more matured now?
could be..
for now..
when i plan my life, i leave no room for love..
love's outta my mind and its gonna be ages before its coming back..
i feel like i have less things to worry abt now..
like what you do and stuff..
i'm just..
at peace..

i'm gonna take life as it comes..
take ppl as they pass..
just be happy..:)

and ya..
ppl..
there's a chance that i could be leaving spore too..
not now la..
maybe after my sisters grad from uni..
i'm actually kinda tired of this place too..
i wanna go back to thailand..:(

and i love KEANE!!!!
spiralling is so nice!!!!!!!!!!
love his voice and guitar!!!
haha..

thats all for now..

tata..

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