I Paint My World The Way I Want It

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

talked crap with rashal and jon today..
total nonsense..
haha..
stupid jon..
keep quarreling with me..
i think we'll just choke each other or die of heart attack one day..
haha..

anyway..
gonna move hse soon..
in maybe 3mths time..
living super near bb swimming complex..
can reach there in 2mins..
den can go swim..
yrs since i last swam..
lol..

talked to shaen just now..
he's really nice..
thanks for your concern..:)
he says he understand and i hope he does la..
i dun wanna get into more trouble now that As are coming..

met bryan today..
the words said really hurt..
the stuffs i said hurt too..
but what i didnt say hurt even more..
what i felt was way worse..
i admit what i said was wrong or dumb la..
but like what shaen said..
ppl do dumb things sometimes..:)
so..
i'm sorry..
but those things are what i really feel..
just that they're said out in a really mean way..
but i cant help it la..
i'm sad..
i say really mean and sarcastic stuffs when i'm sad or angry..
its hard to change but i'll try..
haiz..
we may or may not meet ever again..
but just wanna say that i didnt regret la..
i learnt stuffs..
alot..
and i had happy times..:)
thank you..
all the best to you..

gtg slp now..

tata..
smile angela..
for tmr's gonna be a brand new day..
feel the excitement..
smile..:)

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