I Paint My World The Way I Want It

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

i dunno..
really no idea..
i'm fed up..
i'm trying to control myself..
i dun wanna care so much anymore..
i really wanna stop..
but i just somehow cant no matter how hard i try..
haiz..
its non of my business..
already..
but its like keep calling me at the back of my mind..
wth is wrong with me??????
dun care la angela..
whatever that is happening or will happen is non of your freaking business angela..
why you wanna care..
i dun understand myself..
aaaargh..
stop it..
you cant do anything abt it too ar..
aiya..
whatever..
stupid me..

oh ya..
i'm really being nice to you..
and yet you dun appreciate it..
whats wrong with you??
yes..
i'm a friend..
but do you treat your friends like this??
i guess not..

tata..
just ranting..

i really just cant feel happy..
there's this sinking feeling in me..
it makes me feel sick..
and its cos of you you you!!!
stop giving me your attitude..
i'm not someone to let you bully..

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