Sunday, September 28, 2008
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this is gonna be a long long long long post..:P
had a nice fri evening talking nonsense with the three pantats in mac and on the bus..
totally laughed like crazy..
haha..
rashal said 'calories' and i heard 'terrorists'!!!!
nonsense!!!
totally dumb..
haha..
my sis let me read a story last night..
it touched me..
let me tell the story here..
i see you with your wife and children. your kids look like you. though i have to admit that they do look like your wife too but it makes me sad to think that way. yes, i'm envious of your wife. but i'm happy to see you have a happy life. really. oh, now you're going to fly kites with your kids in the park. your wife is setting up the picnic lunch. she looks like a good cook from the way the kids enjoy their food. i once wished i could have a chance to cook for you too. i'm sure you'll love it too. the sun is setting now. you and your family got up to take a ride in the car. you must be on your way to dinner in town in some fancy restaurant. you told me before that you're going to have your own business. it sounded good. i wonder how it is now. but from the looks of it, i think you did well. good. your kids, they're so cute. the little girl has such big beautiful green eyes that seem to tell stories. the little boy is so active. these kids could've been ours. i always cry when i think of this. and i'll always love you for the way you are. well, i should stop this. oh yes. you've got a nice big hse with a nice garden. of course its nice. we chose it tgt didnt we. i used to tell you that i'd grow many roses there. my favourite. but now its a bit empty. guess your wife dun really like flowers. but its still nice. your furniture are quite modern. hmm. i dun like it. i like it with a countryside touch. you agreed too. but as long as you like it the way it is now den its fine. now back to the present. you're a good responsible father. you didnt bring them to eat junk food. okay so now you're finished dinner. your pretty wife is going back with the kids. where are you going? why are you not following them? are you going to a pub? i dun you gg to a pub. and you're holding flowers!! i wont like it if you're gonna betray your wife and have an affair. no. you're not going to a pub. you're walking here!! you're walking towards me!! what? does it mean that you still love me?
man: "hey, isabella dearest. you see, i havent forgotten you. actually, i dunno if you know it, but i come here every yr. my wife knows abt this, and she's okay with it. she's very good to me and the kids. but you.. you're unique, you're special. you're always unique no matter how many yrs have passed. i will love you for my entire lifetime. even though i spent this lifetime with another person, but a part of my heart is still yours. i brought some roses for you, they're your favourite. take it. although its already been 10yrs but i want you to know that i still love you. good bye, my love. i'll see you next yr. rest in peace."
so touching right?
i almost teared..
i wonder how it feels like to have someone loving you so much..
hmm..
anyway..
i'm not going sch tmr..
going to make a new passport cos mine is expiring soon..
gotta wake up early still..:(
going to the lawyer's with my parents after that..
hmph..
some ppl wanna take my dad down..
wanna destroy my whole family..
want him to lose his career, reputation and family..
but you're playing with the wrong ppl baby..
my dad gave you a chance and you didnt appreciate..
now you're gonna get what you deserve..
my family's not as weak as what you think man..
cos we stick tgt through thick and thin..
and luckily my mum's a smart woman..
not one of those stupid bimbotic mums..
if not we wont have survived..
haha..
i just sympathise with your wife and kid..
pity them..
and well..
i think i'm starting to be able to control myself..
as in yup..
to not give a damn..
cos whats the point if you care and think and the other person dun even give a damn abt you..
right?
most prob the person is alr happily enjoying life and have maybe forgotten your existence..
so well..
yes..
i'm gonna try my best and do the same too..
haha..
i will..
i can..
i must..
付出真心，才会得到真心，却也可能伤得彻底。
保持距离，就能保护自己，却也注定永远寂寞。
i saw this too:
you should wait for the right person to appear. but during the long wait, you can chat with the wrong ppl first.
tata..
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