I Paint My World The Way I Want It

Sunday, August 3, 2008

been studying at je lib everyday these few wks..
with donna, rashal and jon..:)
had fun..:)
went to rashal's hse on fri..
her mum made donuts which was really nice and the frog egg water too..
haha..
so funny..
and i LOVE macy!!!!!!!!!!
she is so freaking cute!!
love her eyes!!!
she's rashal's dog in case you dunno..
haha..
her parents were damn funny also..
and how they're addicted to the show..
haha..
and to think she still complain abt her mum everyday..
aiyo..
had a bit of dinner at her hse and her parents kp making fun of jon cos he dun eat veg..
haha!!

and and and..
MY PARENTS ARE TALKING TO ME AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!
like woo hoo!!
i am like so freaking happy la!!!!
so long nv talk to my dad properly like this le..:))))

study break this coming week..
gonna mug mug mug..
gotta wake up!!!

sometimes i really dunno how to handle you..
sometimes i really dunno how you feel and why you feel that way..
i feel.. weird..
i dunno how to make you happy..
seriously..
i tried so hard and yet you're still so depressed..
its weird..
why dun i feel as depressed??
i want you to care and feel concerned abt my probs and not go CRAZY cos of them..
i wanna feel the love and care..
cos sometimes..
i dunno..
i dun feel it..
feels like you care more abt yourself..
and you kp blaming me..
when both of us are at fault..
i dunno..
i just feel that..
something's gone wrong..

thats all for now..

tata..

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