I Paint My World The Way I Want It

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

after reading someone's entry i start having a headache..
feel like i wanna faint..
its like just..
DEAD..
ya..
but well..
whats done is done..
i know this will strain our relationship definitely..
i'm really sorry..
now all i can do is to wait and see if she'll come talk to me abt it..
and all i can do is explain and apologise to her..:(

went donna's hse ytd with rashal and jon..
they loved her massage chair but i feel like its gonna break my bones anytime..
lol..
i was laughing like mad on it..
haha..
had fun there and we dozed off while watching step up 2..
again..
haha..
and her mum made fish for me cos i couldn't eat the crab..
so nice..:)))
stuuuuuuuupid jon..
just love making fun of me..
imitating me with his monkey-like face..
copying everything i say and do..
aaaargh..
annoying..
thats why he's called jon the ass..
haha!!

well..
back to home stuffs..
mum's talking all her theories and logic to me everyday to make me see 'light'..
and the worse part is she wants me to do sth abt it..
i am not gonna do it okay???
and dad..
i can tell he knows all the stuffs i did last time alr..
especially after reading someone's entry..
but he didnt tell mum..
like thank goodness..
but he keep doing things and saying stuffs to show that "hey i know what you did ar"..
damn annoying..
so both parents are up on me now..
and i have to stand in the line and not put a single toe out of it..
its getting harder..
with them checking and checking and checking and CHECKING me!!!!
i'm damn pissed off now..
they want an answer to what i'm gonna do and i have freaking no answers!!!!!!!!!
leave me be leave me be...
pls pls pls..
i wanna breathe some fresh air..
i really dun wanna get choked to death..

i just wanna be a normal human being..
oh god..
even this is hard..

tata..

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