I Paint My World The Way I Want It

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

i wanted to talk back..
i wanted to rebutt..
the neighbour's daughter saw me and him at city hall..
she told her mum..
her mum told mine..
my mum was upset..
cos she didnt know..
the neighbour said something..
said its normal..
but my mum interpreted it as something else..
i wanted to tell her what she really meant..
i wanted..
really wanted to talk back..
wanted to ask her what's wrong with her brain and her thinking..
but i didnt..
i shut up..
let her say all she wanted..
and all i know now is this:
i dun care how many ppl are gonna see me..
i dun care how many ppl are gonna tell my parents..
i dun care..
i dun give a freaking damn..
all i'll do is study hard and go uni and go work and save money and get married..
so that i'll get out of this place..
so that she'll stop saying that i'm embarrassing them..
she say i can do whatever i want without caring abt their reputation after i get married..
okay..
fine..
so i'm gonna do just that..
study..
den work..
and get married..
yes..
that's what i'll do if that makes you happy..
cos i know it'll make me happy..
i'm tearing inside..
but you never know..
yes..
you'll never know..
never ever..

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