I Paint My World The Way I Want It

Friday, July 4, 2008

going msia tmr..
sian..
quarrelled with parents like.. again..
haiz..
whatever la..
now i think they really dun bother le..
as in they bother but they show and act like they dun..
say "pay the bills yourself since you got so much time to..............."
blah blah blah..
i mean can la..
but i just want them to talk to me again la..
haiz..
imagine go msia den noone talk to you..
sis talk to me also get scolded..
i think i'll be a mute when i come back..
sian..

anyway..
went to marina sq with bryan today and got a bag for him..
looks quite nice..:)
not very ex too..

i dun wanna go msia la..
tmr bryan got a singing competition..
i wanna watch and go support..
but cant..:(((((
sad sad sad..
i hope he wow the crowd though..
cos i thought he sang quite well..:))

all the best dear!!:)
its okay if you dun win..
just wow the crowd and win their applause..:))
me support you!!!:)
in spirit la cos i cant go watch..:((
jia you!!!:)

k la..
gtg now..
a bit sad now..
dad dun talk to me..
mum dun talk to me..
mum sarcastic to me..
sisters cant talk to me..
bro cant play with me..
wanna cry le la..
T.T

hope everything will be okay..
i dun wanna be alone..:(((
sobs..
cry..

luckily there's still bryan to talk to me and be there for me..:)
and rashal donna and jon and mayching to talk to me and make me laugh..
thanks guys..:)
and miss tan too..:)

tata..

i cant dun talk you see..
i LOVE talking..
the silence is killing me!!!!!!

thanks dear..
for everything..:)
and i'm sorry i was mean to you today..
i just dun wanna be left behind..
k?
love you!!:)

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