I Paint My World The Way I Want It

Sunday, April 27, 2008

feeling sad and neutral..
maybe not really sad la..
but was talking to my sis abt the past since she asked..
told her some things which had been hidden deep down for so long..
i dunno how to describe how i'm feeling now..
mixed feelings?
hmm..
kinda miss a friend..
oh wells..
anyway..
almost cried ytd..
sometimes when someone say out the things that has been in your heart you just cant help but tear..
its like the person hit straight on the spot..
but i managed to hold back my tears..:)
and i went to see some things just now..
i dunno what to do abt it..
as in..
sometimes the things i feel are not acceptable might deem acceptable by another..
how?
this is when things get complicated..
must think of a way to solve it..
cos i just cant kp it in me..

some things said abt my dad ytd just makes me wanna cry..
my dad is just the nicest person ever ever on earth..
he's the BESTEST DAD ever..:)
he's a 24hr filial dad you see..
filial..
filial to his kids..
i wanted to cry when i finally got the meaning since i dun understand the chinese version..
but cant cry cos my sis's there..
ha..

sometimes you just reach a point where you're just looking at things from above and knowing whats happening but just dunno what to do..

k la..
gg out now..
mixed feelings..
not really happy la..
life goes on..
just like how i have to learn to move on yrs ago..
okay..
talking nonsense..

pain is not when you cant smile..
pain is when you have to fake a smile..

tata..

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