I Paint My World The Way I Want It

Saturday, March 1, 2008

went out with jc and xy ytd..
change from expo to vivo to marina sq to bugis..
lol!!!
wanna slap them..
changing venue every 5mins..
haha..
end up going bugis..
wanted to buy shoes..
but me and jc end up not seeing anything we like so didnt buy..
was fun..:)
long time since we all last met up..
haha..

anyway..
i just successfully taught myself another maths topic..
this is the 4th topic i've taught myself so far..
cos i cant understand the lec..
but i taught myself well..:)
haha..
so proud of myself..:P

stayed home today..
my mum was damn surprised i didnt go out..
keep asking me why why why..
answer till sian..
but can tell she was very happy la..:)
and i talked more nonsense to her at home too..
i think thats why she was happy ba..
long time since we last crapped so much le..
haha..
but at the same time i feel trapped..
he was feeling upset the whole day even till now..

sometimes i just dunno what to say to you..
cos its just so so so hard to make you happy..
i know it's not gd enough and i kept saying the same things..
but i tried my best..
i really did..
but i failed to cheer you up..
i'm lousy in such things..
so hard to be happy..
and i mean you..
not me..
i wanted to feel happy cos i get to spend time with them all..
but i didnt..
i just cant feel happy wtih you being so upset the whole day..
i dun mean you cant feel unhappy..
but its the whole day you know..
haiz..
cheer up can?
pls..
i dunno how to cheer you up le la..
my dumb jokes and the happy things i say all get rejected..
you just made me feel..
sad..
i know i'm hopeless..
but all i ask for is for you to be happy..

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