I Paint My World The Way I Want It

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

feeling sian alot lately..
dun wanna go school and stuff..
part of me really really wanna sit down and do hw..
but part of me just wanna sit down, slack, and just die on the chair..
haha..
ya..
not feeling very happy now..
for some reason la..
and i wanna watch step up 2!!!!!
and sky of love!!!!!!!
dunno when i can finally watch..
maybe sat?
but if i go malaysia this week den it'll be damn sian le..
most prob they'll end up in the grp of movies that i cant catch again le..
well well well..

i feel a bit stressed..
i wanna do this and that but no time..
wanna join pre u sem but scared later my studies get affected..
wanna join theatre for syf but scared later my studies affected again..
studies studies studies..
haiz..
dun feel like going school tmr..
and the next day..
and the next and the next and the next and the next.....................

sometimes i just dun feel appreciated when you say those things..
after doing so much for you..
it just makes me feel alone and there's noone i can depend on..
yes i know you didnt mean it..
oh wells..
life goes on..

gotta go soon..
go where i also dunno..
do what i'm not sure too..
i wanna feel happy again..

and man..
this stupid cough and my voice and the blocked nose is irritating me..
and money money money..
yes..
money makes the world go round..

tata..

Paint Splashed<3
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