I Paint My World The Way I Want It

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

changed new skin!!
i like it alot..
think its very nice..:))

anyway..
not in a very gd mood now..
was scolded..
for things that have been ongoing and things that are unchangeable and happened like last yr..
well..
i'm not pissed with them..
just wonder why they cant get over it..
but seeing things from their point, i really understand how they feel..
i'm really sorry for disappointing them..
sorry that i'm not getting my results this yr..
sorry that you all have to go through all that cos of me..
sorry that i didnt work hard..
sorry that i played too much..
sorry that i didnt live up to expectations..
sorry that mama cried cos of all these..
sorry that i made everyday xin ku for you..

though its long ago stuffs..

i'm really sorry..

cos my mum cried and talked to me today..

her friends called her up and ask abt my studies..

she didnt know what to say..

i know how you feel..

thats why i'm not angry at you for scolding me..

i accept them all..

i promise you that i'll work hard this yr..

i promise i'll be the best..

though you wont see all that i type..

but it'll be here reminding me..

i promise you..

Paint Splashed<3
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