I Paint My World The Way I Want It

Friday, February 22, 2008

i teared just now..
just one tear..
it came out though i tried hard not to let it..
its not me this time..
its my sis..
i watched her cry..
i sympathise with her..
i cant understand my parents..
really..
i totally surrender..
just cos she has a guy's msg in her inbox doesn't mean she has a bf for goodness sake..
and he's just a stupid class tee maker that she contacts..
and i even know him and his no..
so what if he's just a yr older..
damn it man..
and its her phone for heaven's sake..
invade privacy until like that..
even call up that guy..
crazy..
she told them everything and they still insist she's lying..
like wth..
i cant stand it..
and my another sis's friend is that guy's freaking gf..
wtf la..
whats going on in my life man..
this kinda parents..
dunno what they're trying to do..
cant even have guy friend..
think its best to be homos in my family..
and to think they say they'll allow if you have bf..
HAHAHA
biggest joke of the century man..
cannot have guy friend but can have bf..
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
i dun blame my sis for raising her voice cos irritated..
but i hate it when my mum do that to her..
painful de okay..

i watched the whole thing..
like a movie..
and i teared..
cos it hurts inside..
seeing the way my parents behave and react..
its stupid..
i had always hoped that they'll understand us one day..
but now..
i just surrender..

a tear summarises everything i feel..

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