I Paint My World The Way I Want It

Saturday, November 24, 2007

is it really wrong to love?
i'm hurt..
so much i cant put it into words..
i didnt mean to hurt anyone at all..
i know it was wrong to hide it..
but i cant say it out..
do you actually understand how torturous it feels???
you focus on your hurt..
but what abt mine?
i'm a human too..
i know you need time to accept..
but must this really end this way?
must you really not care abt me at all?
all i want is..
freedom..
your approval..
to accept him..
that's all..
i'm still the same old me..

i'm sorry dad..
really very sorry..
very very very very very very sorry..
i know you're very hurt..
but pls dun do this to me..
i want everything to be back to normal..
i'll give you time..
i know its hard..
it hurts me to see you so hurt..
i knew you wont be able to accept this relationship..
but really..
i'm grown up le..
i know what i'm doing..
pls pls pls pls pls pls..
accept us..

to the person who saw my blog and the photos and told my parents abt it:
i dunno who you are..
but you've caused so much trouble..
its non of your business what i do and what we do..
I decide when and whether i wanna tell my parents abt it..
dun let me know who you are..
I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!

Paint Splashed<3
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