I Paint My World The Way I Want It

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

came back from thailand on sat..
was really fun..:)
from the excitement of the plane passing through a turbulent racking up and down to sitting on at the back of a truck and enjoying the sun on a highway..
haha..
but most importantly..
i think i ate quite alot..:P
ate food that i havent eaten since a long long time..
yum yum..
reminscing my childhood days..
nvm..
i felt happy there..
feel like i'm finally home..
i didnt wanna come back..

anyway..
met some relatives there..
first time meeting them..
the guys ar..
aiyo..
so gentle when talking de..
even when playing also talk very gently..
haha..
but they're really nice la..:)

and we went to some shopping centres in bangkok..
the shopping centres there are all really nice..
and even bigger than those here..
and the cinemas are really big..
just the ticket counters are enough le..
they're like 3 times bigger then the one at vivo..
and supermarket also very nice and sweet looking..
the foodcourt there are very high tech..
when you go in they'll give you a card and you just present this card to scan when you buy food..
after you eat right..
just go to the cashier booth and they'll scan the card according to the amount and you just pay accordingly..

anyway..
drank some alcohol there..
red wine, white wine, and some other wines..
spy cooler..
nice!
its quite hard to find in singapore la..
its a nice tasting alcoholic drink..
drank 1.5 bottles in one night..
haha..:P

and i sat at the open air back of a pick-up truck belonging to a relative..
she drove on the highway and the wind was so strong..
my hair just got blown to one side and just stuck there..
haha..

went to one super big and nice temple too..
biggest i've ever seen..
with almost ten thousand monks..

okay..
i'll stop blabbering..
haha..
if not i wont stop..:P

its raining now..
and my nose is leaking again..
everytime its gonna rain my nose will give signs de..
my mum say i got dog nose..
lol..

anyway..
its just really fun in thailand..
wanna go there again soon..
love the place so much!
i'll try to put pics here next time!

your assurance is my strength to go on..
thanks so much dear!:)

gotta go sleep now..
its getting late le..

nitez everyone!!!

Paint Splashed<3
11:22 PM

Monday, October 22, 2007

this is a Kanon shirt..
its an anime la..
and the shirt is so nice!!!:)
ah..
faints..:P

Paint Splashed<3
10:23 PM

i'm not angry with her for the injury..
really..
i dunno why too..
though i know i should..
its only natural..
but ya..
i just dun la..
maybe its cos i put myself into her shoes?
to feel the same anger as her..
i forgive her..
i really do..
i know its really unintentional..
and she regrets her actions..
and she hopes i dun hate her..
and i wont..
i can tell from her actions and the way she took care of me last night..
i can tell she's good..
she's really not as bad as she seems and as it sounds..
i know her well..
just that she needs a bit of anger management..
really..
haiz..
forgiven..
though not forgotten..
i dun like ppl to know my family stuffs..
i can decide what i wanna do..
and for now..
i dun wanna do anything to her..
really..
please..
give her a chance..
i know i'll give..
and that's what matters the most..:)

Paint Splashed<3
6:52 PM

went for cdac ytd..
quite fun..
first time going there..
haha..
got another girl same name as me..
lol..
anyway..
the trainer was.. wow..
damn good..
he's second best speaker in the world..
can tell la..
he's so good..
haha..
and very funny also..
i was laughing 90% of the time there..
what conductor and sushi and stuff..
anyway..
it was an adam khoo training programme..
learnt abt neuro linguistic programming..
something to do with the mind de..
well..
nothing much la..
but had quite alot of fun there..
hope can go for more next time..:)
and..
i wanna become a volunteer!!!
haha..

quote of the day by the trainer himself..
"a man without a goal is a man without a soul."

that's all for now..

ouch..
head hurts..
hope the injury will recover soon!
pain pain!
blood everywhere..:(

tata..:)

Paint Splashed<3
6:36 PM

Friday, October 19, 2007

dunno why sometimes i'll feel so happy..
for nothing..
and sometimes feel very sad for nothing also..
irritated for nothing..
aggressive for nothing..

my crazy sis told me its pms..
crazy..
i definitely dun think so..
haha..
maybe i'm just going crazy le la..

and i just wondered and asked myself why i felt that way..
and i dunno..
the moods just come and go as and when they feel like it..
haha..
1 minute i'm over the moon..
next minute i'm sad like a dog that just lost its bone..
feel quite irritated by such changes..
cos i'll in turn irritate the ppl around me too..
cos they wont even know how to please me..
haha..
sometimes i'll want something or something to happen so much that i just get so angry if they dun happen..
or maybe feel very disappointed..
even by small small tiny things..
but i'll try not to say it out..
fed up with myself..
dunno why i'm even blogging such nonsense..
haha..

k la..
thanks for tolerating all my nonsense ppl..:)
thats all for now..

Paint Splashed<3
11:26 PM

sometimes in the morning i'll meet the little boy living downstairs (11 flr)..
he has such good manners..
and such a nice boy..
everyday he'll press the lift for everyone he see coming into the lift..
even if you're 1 metre away and he knows you'll be taking the lift..
he'll wait and press the lift for you..
and he'll chat with all the people and greet them good morning and stuff..
so nice right..
but the sad thing is..
he's repeating primary 6 the second time this year..
and most probably he cant pass his psle again..
not his fault though..
he has low IQ..
so poor thing..
that day he met my sis and they started talking..
he just bought a pack of balloons..
those type that you blow from a tube using straw..
and he seemed so happy..
he said it was for his birthday celebration..
den he asked my sis how to go to ITE..
my sis asked him why he wanna go there..
he said:" if i cant pass my psle den i'll have to go there le."
and he seemed optimistic..
haiz..
after that he wanted to tie his tubes with rubber band but couldn't..
my sis then offered to help..
and he said:" dun need to help me. i'm in pri 6 le i know how to tie."
hearing this makes my sis felt so sad..
ya..
cos he seemed so helpless and yet so determined to be independent..
and so optimistic abt his future..
haiz..
i guess no one can be good in everything..
i really admire this boy..
he has qualities that most ppl dun have..
and his manners..
how many of us will even press the lift for ppl miles away..
we'll even be pressing the 'close' buttom frantically..
i wish him all the best for his future and really hope that he'll succeed in life one day..
he deserves to succeed more than some ppl out there..
haiz..
good luck to you boy..
and may you pass your psle with good grades..:)

Paint Splashed<3
11:03 PM

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

nothing much happening..
dad just came home from meeting..
so late today..

anyway..
my aunt came over to stay and she told us abt her family..
really pity her..
chauvinistic husband and children without brains..
only want the best for themselves..
haiz..
and she had to live through this..
really feel like helping her but dunno how..
so ke lian..
haiz..
the harsh reality of life..

on a lighter note..
my little brother is having his end of year concert soon..
haha..
at woodlands civic plaza..
funny place to have concert..
anyway..
he's playing ROMEO!!!
haha..
quite cute..
and he'll be giving JULIET flowers..
haha!
my mum had to go buy the clothes and cloth and make the costume herself..
but nice though..:)

some pics of my brother in the costume..:)

yes.. the costume.. nice..:)

looks like a king from behind..:P

ROMEO!!!

romeo acting cool.. haha..
he had to get on his knees to give juliet flowers..
sweet..:)

my cute little ROMEO!
*big hug!*

listen to me sometimes wont you..

and stop dilly dellying!!!!!!

and maybe just be a little less choosy la..

my life will be easier this way..

haha..:P

that's all for now..

sleep soon!!!

tata..

Paint Splashed<3
11:21 PM

Thursday, October 11, 2007

saw something on horroscopes today..
felt that its quite accurate..
haha..
so..
with nothing much to blog abt..
shall blog abt what i read abt myself then..

CANCERIAN..

You like your lover to be older, more established, more stable than you.
You are attraceted as much by the lover's status in the world and ability to provide for you as much as you are attracted by his other charms. You have a passion for perfection. Even love. The perfect love.

Like taurus, cancer like committed relationships. Cancerians function best when the relationship is clearly defined and everyone knows his/her role. When cancerians marry, it is usually for life. They are extremely loyal to their beloved. But there is a deep little secret that most cancerians will never admit to: commitment or partnership is really a chore to them. They enter into it because they know of no other way to create the family that they desire. Union is just a way- a means to an end- rather than an end in itself. The family is the ultimate end for them.

If you're in love with a cancerian, you must tread lightly on his/her feelings. It will take you a great deal of time to realise how deep and sensitive cancerians can be. The smallest negativity upsets them. Your tone of voice, your irritation, a look in your eye or an expression on your face can cause great distress to the cancerian. Your slightest gesture is registered by them and reacted to. This can be hard to get used to, but stick by your love- cancerians make great partners once you learn how to deal with them. Your canceian lover will react not so much to what you say but to the way you are actually feeling at the moment.

Your spouse seem 'visionary' in terms of finances. The dream -the big idea- captures the imagination. If you were to tell them the truth, you would feel that they're actually just following intuition and it will take many years of hard labour. Your spouse's thinking is whole different from yours and most of your spouse's moves may seem nonsensical to you and others. But there could be a rationale behind it. The most probable rationale could be that your spouse is facing financial difficulties. However, you'll be most ready to go through everything with your spouse together.

Home and domestic life. This is where cancerians really excel. The home environment and their family are their personal work of art. Cancerians will feel very close to their family, especially their mother. Cancerians also love children and will provide them with all their need and wants. With their nurturing, feeling nature, cancerians make very good parents. Unconditional devotion will be given to their family. No matter what a family member does, the cancerian will eventually forgive him/her because 'you are, after all, family'. They are very family-oriented. Cancerians also like to enjoy the modern comforts of life. They'll play very good hosts to family and friends.

hmm..
most are quite true la..
but some are okay okay only la..
haha..

tmr's a happy day!:)

Paint Splashed<3
9:49 PM

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

met up with ah chi today for lunch..
at suki sushi..
haha..
ate not alot..
but not little also..
but we were so freaking full..
haha..

den some guys came and occupied two tables beside us..
they were totally..
like seventh month hungry ghosts..
eat until the conveyor belt empty except for the beans..
and still aiming for the next set of food that were coming out..
they really ate alot..
luckily we didnt have to compete with them..
cos we ordered..
if not we would have died of starvation..
haha..

anyway..
chatted with ah chi cos very full..
initially intended to eat all the way from 2 to 5pm de..
but cannot la..
bursting le..
haha..:P
and i forced her to eat sashimi..
cos she dun like..
say its disgusting..
and we ate the spicy tuna sushi..
the rule was you cant drink water until you finish swallowing..
haha..:P
and of course i finished first!
haha..
i think i ate more than her..:P
we kept calculating to see whether we had ate enough to cover the costs..
haha..
funny..
but overall was fun la..
had to stuff all the sushi into our stomach..
cos we saw..
"wastage of food will be charged accordingly."
so no choice..
haha..

den ah chi went to buy hairband..
and i tried all the big big retro hairbands on her..
looks funny..
she said look like ah go-go..
haha!:P

let's meet up again soon!:)))
too bad kj couldn't make it..
haha..

1 minute of silence in memory of the cute hamzhu who died after 1 week..
haiz..
such a cute hamster..
may all the seeds be with you..
your mummy loves you..:)

that's all for today..

Paint Splashed<3
10:42 PM

Tuesday, October 9, 2007

black rings are nice..:)
especially when there's two of them..
haha..:)))

Paint Splashed<3
10:32 PM

Saturday, October 6, 2007

all's well:)

learnt to forgive..
though not forget..

but well..
life's like that..
what to do..
haha..

that's all..

Paint Splashed<3
2:39 PM

Friday, October 5, 2007

went to tampines with peili ytd..
so long never go out with her le..
anyway..
shared a box of mee siam and bubble tea with her..
we were so pathetic..
had to sit outside the clinic to eat..
and that girl even dropped the only spoon we had..
so ke lian right..
haha..
waited in the clinic for hours..
when we went it was no 59..
and that girl got 85!!!!
i finished reading one whole magazine there..
so you can imagine the duration there..
and i read most of the articles la!!!!
totally..
but it was fun la..
we were so full of crap..
commenting abt ppl and how they look..
and chinese names of the mrt stations..
haha..
funny..
hope we get to go out again soon..
haha..
felt that i actually kinda missed her..
haha..:P
love ya gal!:)))

Paint Splashed<3
3:15 PM