I Paint My World The Way I Want It

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGHHHH!!!!!!!!
stressed!!!!!!!!
tmr's exam!!!

changed blog song..
accidentally in love..
quite an old song but still sounds as nice as ever..:)
haha..

gotta go now..
mug..
mug..
mug..

Paint Splashed<3
11:43 PM

Monday, September 24, 2007

nothing much these days..
just that promos coming le!
this thurs..
die die DIE..
especially bio..
confirm die..
haiz..

but these few days are study days..
mug mug mug..
sianz..
mug until my brain just refuse to take in anymore info unless i sleep..
so..
as a result..
i doze off..
this happens almost everytime..
feel so guilty that i keep falling asleep no matter how i try not to..

but well..
i'm just gonna do my best and hope for the best la..
haha..

den after that i might be going overseas!
haha..
i hope i can go la..
though for some reasons i a bit dun wanna go la..
but hmm..
shall see how first..

just feel that this post is damn random..
nothing to talk abt..
cos just took a break from the pile of notes that's gonna tumble on me soon..
haha..

jia you for exams everyone!!!
good luck~!

sleep early!:)

ham ham ham~!

hamzhu~!:P

Paint Splashed<3
11:31 PM

Friday, September 14, 2007

didnt go school today..

cos very tired..
went tonning last night..
with bryan..
haha..

went to esplanade at 11 plus almost midnight..
stayed there and looked at the night sceneries..
took a couple of photos there but not very clear cos its dark..
haha..

then walked to orchard..
walked for quite some time..
running across roads and everything..
haha..
then caught N0 Reservations at cine at almost 2am..
quite a nice show..
light hearted..:)

then went to swensen's at 4am plus and had earthquake!
agree that its quite a weird time for ice cream la..
haha..
den went to walk walk for a while more den took the first train back..
haha..
fun night..

time passes really fast when you're having fun..:)

here are the pics!:)

yes.. that's me in the pic..

but its DARK!:P

the 'clearer' version.. haha..:P

me and my dear~!

me and the earthquake ice cream!:P

lastly.. my fav pic of the day!:P

its getting late le..

sleep early everyone!

happy day!

nitez!:)

Paint Splashed<3
12:01 AM

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SMALLEST SIS!!!!!!:))))
woo hoo~!
just said happy birthday to her..
and she just blew her cake..
haha..
hope she's happy..:)
i think she really is la..
haha..:P

anyway..
my parents are overseas with my bro..
cos my grandpa passed away..
so me and my sis together..
so a mini celebration for her..:)
they're coming back in a few days' time though..
kinda miss them now..
haha..
no la..
actually just feel a bit weird cos the hse is much quieter without my naggy mum and noisy bro..
and i got no one to entertain also..
haha..:P
heard from my mum that my bro really miss us alot..
keep crying to find us..
haha..
cutness..:)

feeling a bit sian now..
cos still got gp hw to do..
but so late le..
but tmr's gonna be a really fun day!
haha..:P
yeah~!

gotta go do hw now..

sleep early everyone!
nitez!
quite a random post though..
haha..:P

Paint Splashed<3
12:53 AM

Saturday, September 8, 2007

was thinking randomly..
then started to think abt all the fun times that i had..
good memories..:)
just wanna put the one that i've always liked the most here..
my favourite and the one that has never failed to make me happy..:)))))

my happiness..:)))

Paint Splashed<3
2:40 PM

didnt watch hairspray..
but watched High School Musical 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm glad in a way that we didnt watch it..
cos many more meaningful and more worthwhile things happened..:)
anyway..
HSM 2 is a really very nice show!
and the songs are really nice!
especially Gotta Go My Own Way by vanessa hudgens and zac effron!
totally nice..
but sad song though..
actually the show is nice cos it shows the guy having to choose btw going for his dreams (fame, college scholarship, prestige..) and whats important to him..
(like his friends, girlfriend and everything..)
things do get in your head and cloud your visions when all the things you ever wish for starts happening to you..
you might forget abt your friends, your soulmate and even your own personality..
your attitude changes..
no longer who you once were..
but this might not happen to everyone though..
but i think most ppl will la..
and its cos you wanna pursue your dreams..
and you gotta sacrifice some things in life for it..

some ppl think that its like that de..
cos its important that you achieve all that you can get at this time..
cos you might get 'stagnant' when you get older..
and relationships are not really impt at that age..
and you'll get anything you want when you're successful..
simply put: dun let any opportunities pass you by..
hmm..
true enough..
but i dun totally agree..
there are some things in life that you just cant let go..
or cant forget..
cos they're just so impt to you..
but whatever it is..
different ppl have different opinions..

such movies just gets my brain thinking..
human behaviour and everything..
haha..

anyway..
i gotta be happy..
like what my dear told me..
cos things wont change even if you're sad..
so what if there are limits..
we'll just make the best out of it and treasure all the time we have..
and you can CHOOSE whether you wanna be happy a not..
cos things are how you perceive them to be..
and i'll be happy so that the ppl around me will be happy too..:)
i promise i will..:)

ytd was fun..:)
did lotsa never-done-before stuffs..
haha..
you know what i mean..:P
haha..:PPP

been thinking abt lotsa stuffs lately..
but now i know..
i know the answer..
and the answer is YOU..:)

thanks for cheering me up dear..
i really appreciate it..
and your way of cheering me up is hmm..really good..
double thumbs up!
haha..:P

my entry is really long..
so gotta stop here..
haha..
thats all for now..
love ya all!

and rmb..
you're who you make yourself to be..
there's always bound to be obstacles in your life..
cos change is the only constant..

so stay happy everyone!!:)

Paint Splashed<3
11:12 AM

Wednesday, September 5, 2007

i dunno how i'm actually feeling now..
neither happy..
nor sad..
maybe there's a tinge of unhappiness or sadness..
but i really have no idea why i'm feeling this way..
maybe i know..
maybe its cos there's just too many things to do and too little time..
its no that there's very little time..
but the time that i have to do my stuffs are so.. limited.. and hard to come by..
haiz..
i wanna buy my stuffs..
but no money..
no time..
and no time left..
i wanna spend time with more ppl..
no time..
i wanna spend my weekends in a carefree way..
but difficult..
almost impossible..

i just feel that everything in my life cant be done to the fullest cos of lack of time..
i wanna enjoy myself to the fullest..
but time's the limiting factor..
haiz..

i so wanna start working..
as in totally stop schooling..
cos that's really the time where my life starts..
oh man..
why's my life like that???

my life is so full of..
lies..
excuses..
worry..
though i wont deny that there's fun and happiness too..
but all the fun and happiness has to stop when my time's up..
i feel so like cinderella..
except for the beauty part and the step sisters and talking animals..
cos i have a certain time limit to everything i do..
and everything just reverts back when the clock strikes..

there's so much i wanna do..
but so limited time..
and i just cant satisfy everyone at the same time..
haiz..

i create my own freedom..
i create my own happiness..
i create my own time..
and its just so hard to have to do all this e.v.e.r.y.d.a.y.
i want a break..
i want time..
i want you..
but its so hard..
for both you and me..
rules and regulations are driving me mad..
i'm sorry that i have to drag you into all these nonsense of mine..

TIME TIME TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that's all for now..
treasure all the time that you have ppl..
be grateful that you're not bounded and threatened by time..

Paint Splashed<3
10:39 PM

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!
cinderella 3!!!
the ending song!
i still believe!
by hayden panettiere!
its freaking nice!
haha..
fianlly found the song..
thanks to ju chi..:)

so yup..
my blog song's changed again..
haha..:)
anyway..
the cartoon itself is very nice..
thats what i thought la..
cos i just love such cartoons!:))))
these cartoons they sort of really really attract me..
like cinderella, sleeping beauty, anastasia..
you know what i mean..
those american fairy tales..
i dunno why also..
i can keep watching them over and over again and not get tired of them..
i started watching since young..
and i just simply love them!
haha..
think some ppl will think that i'm childish or sth ba..
but i dun care..
thats just one of my loves!
haha..:P

anyway..
its actually the lyrics that caught me in the first place..
and i felt the tune and song is just so nice!
so..
here's the lyrics of I Still Believe:

Hayden Panettiere
I Still Believe

Somehow i know i will find a way to a brighter day in the sun
somewhere i know that he waits for me
someday soon he'll see I'm the one

I wont give up on this feeling
and nothing could keep me away

Cause i still believe in Destiny
That you and I were meant to be
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above
Cause i still believe, believe in love

I know whats real can not be denied
All though it may hide for a awhile
With just one touch love can calm your fears
Turning all your tears into smiles

It's such a wondrous feeling
I know that my heart can't be wrong

Cause i still believe in destiny
That you and I were meant to be
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above
Cause i still believe..believe in love

Love can make miracles change everything
lift you from the darkness and make your heart sing
Love is a river when you fall it's the greatest power of all

Oh, i still believe in destiny
That you and i were meant to be
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above
Cause i still believe.. believe in love
Yes i still believe.. Believe in love
I still believe in love
I still believe...believe in love
I still believe...believe in love

so yup..
thats all for now..:)

really love the song!:)

Paint Splashed<3
9:06 AM

Monday, September 3, 2007

these are the pics that my class took during our last pc..
haha..
had fun!:)
took these pics from the class blog..:P

michelle and pui yeng..:)

max, me, jasmine and michele!:)

me and jas..:P

max and may ching..

hmm..

what's with that "huh??" look.. haha..

Paint Splashed<3
12:05 AM

Sunday, September 2, 2007

panadol can really work wonders..
i've been eating panadol for the past few days..
and it sort of cured my flu and runny nose..
haha..
and pi pa gao too!
cured my sore throat..
haha..
ytd morning i had headache..
then went to puke out all my breakfast..
then after that my leg pain..
then my head hurts so much i went to eat panadol..
two tablets..
and my headache is gone!
haha..
after that my eye became swollen again cos of dunno what allergy..
totally sian..
haha..

den this morning i felt a bit better..
but my whole body no strength..
didnt have the energy to walk..
and couldn't hold anything with much strength..
sobs..
and i had fever symptoms..
my symptoms are a bit weird la..
haha..
my skin will become very sensitive and feel very prickling when it touches water..
so ya..
after that i knew that a fever is on its way..
so i went to eat two panadol tablets after i came home..
and ta da~!
now i'm perfectly fine!
was having a slight fever before that..
and now i'm so normal..
and i can hold anything as tightly as ever!
my legs are normal too!
all thanks to.....
panadol!!!!!!!!!!

okay..
i'm like advertising for panadol like that..
haha..
lol..
but i'm okay now..
eating too much panadol is not good too..

gotta go now..
take care everyone!

this is quite a random post la..
i know..
haha..:P

Paint Splashed<3
10:32 PM