I Paint My World The Way I Want It

Friday, August 3, 2007

my maths was haiz..
freaking disappointing..
so i gotta work harder..
was quite sad after i got back my results..
and i became a bit crazy after that..
think cos too depressed le..
haha..
then i began doing things out of my norm..
just felt like doing them la..
haha..:P

realised today that actually i'm quite materialistic actually..
as in..
i have alot alot alot of wants..
in terms of everything..
from clothes to travelling to all sorts of activities..
it costs alot to do those things..
and i wonder whether i'll have the time and money to do all of them..
haha..
but well..
where there's a will, there's a way!
haha..:)
i'm actually feeling quite upset now..
for dunno what reason also..

i heard a few songs that i used to hear last year on the radio..
they reminded me of all the times and everything that happened last year..
feel kinda sad la..
really felt like crying..
haiz..
but its all the past now..
and all i can do is to make this year the best..
or rather..
my best..

there are alot of things in my head now..
and i just cant seem to forget them no matter how hard i try..
torturous..
but i'm a changed person now..:)

i promise you i'll change..
and so i will..
no matter how hard it is..
slowly..
one step at a time..
and i'll be able to let go of it all..
eventually..

gotta go sleep now..
tata..
nitez!:)

Paint Splashed<3
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