I Paint My World The Way I Want It

Thursday, July 12, 2007

my dad brought back a guitar today!
haha..
and it looks nice..:)
but i didnt ask him where he got it from or anything la..
haha..

i'm quite happy now cos of some very good news..
haha..:)
sat will be here real soon le!!!!!!!!!
whoo hoo~!
cant wait for it!
haha..

haiz..
i dunno what to say to you gal..
tell you something..
i really feel very very sad after i read your blog entry today..
and i still cant understand..
think you're facing the same prob i faced quite a few months ago la..
still remember?
and remember what both you and him told me???
you said you'll just break up with the guy if he did that to you..
haiz haiz haiz..
i'm not asking you to leave him..
but what are you doing now???
scold when needed be..
tolerate when needed to..
confront when necessary..
what you're doing is not right you know..
and i bet you kept quiet again and let him do all the talking when he asked you abt that msg today..
and now you go home and get so upset and depressed at your blog..
i mean really..
what's the use??
he'll never read your blog..
or at least thats what i think la..
maybe i'm wrong though..
but whatever it is..
COMMUNICATION is very important..
be it on the phone or face to face talk..
you gotta tell him how you feel..
and now this time..
YOU do the talking..
dun let him interrupt..
get your point across to him..
i dun care whether you wanna talk nicely or scream and shout at him or whatever..
if you're afraid that you cant talk..
den prepare what you wanna say beforehand..
and DUN let him try to explain..
you know jolly well that he has more than a million excuses to defend himself..
and in the end you'll still be in the wrong..
so give YOURSELF a chance..
not give HIM..
you've given him more than enough chances le..
really..
if he really understands or respect you or love you den he'll give you the chance to talk..
and not shoot you with a million words when you've uttered less than ten..
he thinks he's so great..
doing a little bit of this and that is great?
then what abt you?
you've done more but never said anything..
its time to stop keeping quiet gal..
he places you lowest in his priority list..
even his nonsensical unsincere friends are more important than you..
what does this show man..
aiya..
all i can do is nag and tell you all these..
but whether you do them is entirely another story..
but i can tell you i have your interests at heart..
and i care..
all the best though..
be brave gal..:)

hey..
i remember the past very clearly okay?
so stop talking abt it everytime you're unhappy can?
you think we all forgot?
never!
and i DUN need your reminders of all the things we went through 10 yrs ago..
and i know what i'm doing okay?
so just shut up..
i'm sick and tired of it le..

thats all for today..
tata..

Paint Splashed<3
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