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Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Y

today bio prac was funny..
we were supposed to collect hot water in a plastic container and transfer it to a glass beaker after that to heat..
then peng tiong just put the plastic container on the wire gauze and heat the water..
oh man..
by the time he saw it..
the plastic container was a bit black here and there and it just stick to the wire gauze..
the bio teacher was angry la..
saying "a pre-u science student still can do such things........"
blah blah blah..
haha..
it was funny though..:P

anyway..
i'm looking forward to tmr and friday!
especially friday!
whoo hoo~!
haha..:)

but some things happen though..
made me dread tmr..
but well..
it cant dampen my enthusiasm de!
yeah!:)

hope my enthusiasm lasts forever though..
it'll be great if i were this happy everyday..
haha..


i find happiness in music..
it keeps me company..
it makes me feel as though nothing can stop me..
and that i'm in control..
dunno why too..
haha..

i have an arrogant look when i walk?
hmmm..
i dun think so..
haha..
but i cant see myself when i walk though..
haha..:P

music drives me..


tata for now..
my mum's nagging at me le..
gotta go sleep soon..

nitez!:))


Paint Splashed<3
11:30 PM


Monday, June 25, 2007
Y

first day of school today..
tired..
yawns..
today was quite a bad day for me..
at least that's what i think la..

anyway..
i'm gonna watch movie this sat!
most probably la..
haha..
its called the girl who leapt through time..:)
its like an anime but movie..
but anyway..
i'm looking forward to it..:)

good luck to your exams tmr dear!
hope you do well for it!:)))
jia you!


hmmm..
well..
all that i wanna say is that i believe in you and whatever you do..
and i'll always be supporting you no matter what..:)
cos alot of ppl wont..
so if i dun then who will..
right?:)
jia you!


even when the whole world turns against you..
i'll be there..
i promise..


Paint Splashed<3
10:16 PM


Thursday, June 21, 2007
Y

sometimes its funny how some ppl might treat you badly..
and yet yrs down the road..
they turn around and treat you well..
but by that time..
the relationship has already been strained..
my dad said its cos they finally realise your good intentions..
and sometimes..
these realisations take very long..
even a few yrs maybe..
well..
afterall..
ppl need time to change..
don't they?:)


tata for now..

good night!:)


Paint Splashed<3
12:08 AM


Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Y

went to taka with michelle today..
haha..
chatted quite alot abt lotsa stuffs..
and time really flies..
but anyway..
we went to buy gelato ice cream from i forgot the name shop..
haha..
i bought crunchy nut!
and michelle got bisgottis or i think its sth like that la..
mine tastes a bit like peanut butter..
and michelle's taste like butter cookies or sth..
haha..

anyway..
school reopening soon..
a bit dreading it la..
haha..
still feeling a tiny bit of laziness..:P

saw teddy today..
surprised he still remembers me..
haha..
it feels nice when you know ppl still rmb you after such a long time..:)


hmmm..
dreams..
future..
it feels nice when you imagine how your future will be like..
in a good way of course..:P
cos its up to you to imagine how you want your future to be..
the power of imagination is in your hands..
in your brain i mean..
haha..:)
but well imagining is one thing but working towards it is another thing..
and i've decided to work hard towards my dream..
still got a long way and quite a few yrs more to go..
haha..

thats all for now..


tata..:)


Paint Splashed<3
10:04 PM


Sunday, June 17, 2007
Y

feeling empty..
no..
not empty..
after looking at it, a feeling i know not developed..
i wanna get as much as she gets..
no..
i want more..
alot more..
i just feel crushed..
but i'll know what i'll get soon..
i hope i wont get lesser than her or even as much as her..
and no..
if you think its academic wise..
then you're wrong..
but you wont know who i'm referring to..
i'm not telling you cos it'll only shock you..
i know its actually nothing much..
but to me..
its alot..
the footprints you leave behind, or rather..
SHOULD leave behind is important to me..

why does she get it but i dun?


Paint Splashed<3
10:15 PM


Y

went out with ah chi and xy on friday..:)
realised i was the tallest there..
oops..:P


anyway..
xy was late..
so me and chi went for lunch first..
den met up with xy and went far east shopping for ah chi's formal wear..
oh man..
the girl shops damn fast..
haha..:P
see what she like den immediately buy..
never go see other shops first de..
hahaha..:P


anyway..
after that went to cine den heeren for neos!
the three of us couldn't read jap den just anyhow press the buttons..
then i pressed the wrong stuff and the photos were damn small..
haha..
paiseh..:P
the both of them looked like murderers..
especially xy..
haha..:P
oops..

then we started taking photos on the escalators..
everytime we go down we would take photo..
den ah chi suggested taking the escalator down to the basement so we could take some more..
crazy girl..
haha..

den we went for desserts!
we took a super long time deciding what to buy..
haha..
den ah chi ask me a xin li ce yan..
a bit funny la..
cos the answers came out to be that i would turn out to be an authoritative person in the future..
haha..
dunno how true it is..

but anyway..
we left after that and i went home and chi accompanied xy go beauty world buy stationery..

overall it was fun la..:)
and i enjoyed myself..
especially when a guy saw xy and gave her a balloon..
hahaha..XP
den we were thinking how to pretend that she 'accidentally' let go the balloon..
haha..
damn funny..

hope to meet up with them more..:))






on the escalator..:)
tata..


Paint Splashed<3
6:49 PM


Thursday, June 14, 2007
Y

firstly..
i help my brother bathe today!!!
haha..
damn fun..
cos my dad no time to bathe for him so i jokingly offered to bathe my bro..
den my bro screamed:" i want da jie bathe for me!"
haha..
den i decided to try..
my mum was telling me not to..
but i didnt listen den started soaping my bro..
haha..
he was screaming and playing with his toys while i bathe him..
so funny la..
haha..

anyway..
i went to the yakult factory today!
it was funny cos the speaker was trying to talk but all the kids were screaming and making lotsa noise..
and all the teachers were busy keeping everyone quiet..
but failed..:P
funny..
den he took a dropper and put it into one of the yakult bottles and sucked up a bit..
den he put the drop on a microscope slide and showed us on the screen..
and guess what..
there were live bacteria moving!
haha..
so we're actually drinking live moving squirming bacteria and milk everytime we drink yakult..
haha..

but quite fun la..
i got to see the machines and fermantors and the quality checks and the bottles moving on conveyor belts and everything..
and the man said that they actually sell 10 million bottles of yakult per day in japan!
damn cool..
imagine so much being sold per day..
haha..
and the most important part is..
i bought 5 packets of yakult!!!
haha..
its alot la..
but my whole family likes it..
especially my bro and my dad..

they gave each person a free bottle to drink den after drinking it..
my bro asked the guy for more..
haha..
the guy was like:" no more le no more le.."
haha..
den i didnt drink mine and gave mine to him..
what a nice sis i am right?
haha..:P

thats all for now..
had lotsa fun today!:)
and change of plans..
meeting ah chi and xinyi tmr..
going town..
haha..
its been dinosaur yrs since i last saw xy le..
haha..

thats all for now again..:P


tata..


Paint Splashed<3
7:29 PM


Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Y

here's the lyrics to my blog song! and the translation..
Life by Yui!:)

doro darake yo najimenai tokai de
onaji you ni waraenai utsumuite aruita no
isogiashi de surechigau hitotachi
"yume wa kanaimashita ka?" atashi mada mogaiteru
(In the familiar, dirty city
We walked with our heads down, unable to laugh in the same way
People hurry past
“Has your dream come true?” I’m still struggling)

kodomo no koro ni modoru yori mo ima wo umaku ikite mitai yo
kowagari wa umaretsuki
(I’d rather try living well now than go back to when I was a kid
Cowardice is being born)

hi no ataru basho ni dete ryoute wo hirogete mita nara
ano sora koete yukeru kana? nante omotta n' da
(I went out to a place where the sun shone and held out my arms
And thought “Could I cross the sky?”)

tobidatsu tame no tsubasa sore wa mada mienai
kantan ni ikanai kara ikite yukeru
(I still can’t see any wings to fly with
It’s because it’s not simple that I can go on living)

nureta koinu hiroiageta dake de
chotto waraechau hodo namida ga koborete kita
ai saretai ai saretai bakari
atashi itte ita yo ne motomeru dake ja dame ne
(Just picking up a wet puppy
Made tears overflow in a way that was funny
I want to be loved, I just want to be loved
I said, but you can’t just long for something)

Kodomo no koro wa mama no koto hidoku kizu tsuketa hi mo atta yo ne
Kawaritai ima zenbu
(When I was a kid there were days when I hurt my mother terribly
I want to change everything now )

hi no ataru basho ni dete kono te wo tsuyoku nigitte mita
ano basho ano toki wo kowashite
I can change my life
(I went out to a place where the sun shone and gripped tightly with my hands
I can smash that place, that time, and change my life)

demo kokoro no naka subete wo totemo tsutaekirenai
kantan ni ikanai kara ikite yukeru
(But there’s no way I can tell you everything that’s in my heart
It’s because it’s not simple that I can go on living)

hi no ataru basho ni dete chizu wo hirogete miru kedo
I know... You know... mayoimichi mo shikata nai
I can change my life
(I go out to a place where the sun shines and open up a map, but
I know...you know...You can’t help getting lost
I can change my life)

sugite kita hibi zenbu de ima no atashi nan da yo
kantan ni ikanai kara ikite yukeru
(All the days that have passed have made me who I am now
It’s because it’s not simple that I can go on living)


you're my yume..:)


Paint Splashed<3
11:44 AM


Monday, June 11, 2007
Y

changed blog song le..
again..
cos the previous one was too sad..
haha..
so..
new one is Life byYUI!
nice song..:)
i totally love it..
haha..:)
Goodbye days is also not bad..
haha..

anyway..
today was a damn horrible day..
got scolded and everything..
first by my dad den my mum..
den my sis bullied me..
and no one sided me..
sobs..:(

but anyway..
gotta have a positive attitude man..
tmr's gonna be a better day!
whoo hoo~!
crazy..
haha..

anyway..
i saw a rainbow last week!
while my dad was driving on the highway..
it was beautiful..:)
really..

homeworks are piling on top of my head now..
still doing chem..
haha..
but i finished maths!
thank goodness!
haha..

but well..
the happy thing is..
i'm meeting ah chi and most probably kai jia on friday!
yeah~!
haha..
finally some fun and brightness added to my life..
haha..:)

one more thing!
i'm going to the yakult factory with my brother this coming thurs!
hope it'll be 'entertaining'..:P
haha..
with kids all around me..
haha..
shall blog abt it soon!:)


saturday is coming soon!
thanks for everything you said to me..:)
those thoughts hardly ever appear again le!
haha..
you just mean so much to me..:)))

gotta go now..

tata..


Paint Splashed<3
6:44 PM


Monday, June 4, 2007
Y

oh man..
listening to my parents discussing the hp issue now..
scary..
dunno whether i'll be getting the line a not..
but well..
i hope everything goes well for me..

for now..
i'll just hope for the best..
and make the best out of everything that comes..
or will come..

kept in suspense..:P
going crazy soon..
haha..


tata..


Paint Splashed<3
11:08 PM


Y

finally..
watched pirates of the carribean 3 today!
nice movie..:)
but wah..
you get to meet your lover only once every ten yrs..
how sad can that be..
its once a decade..
oh man..
i feel sad for them..
but its just a movie la..
haha..

anyway..
watched a sort of documentary today..
its called secret sth..
i forgot the name..
haha..:P
taught me some things..
dun think abt the negative stuffs..
cos you'll only 'attract' more negative stuffs to you..
and what you wish or keep thinking abt MIGHT actually come true..
so..
be positive..:)
haha..

i was at the dining table just now..
and my bro had some cake shop brochure in his hands..
and he kept telling my mum to buy him cake..
my mum told him cannot but he just wont listen and keep pestering her..
all the tantrums and whining and stuff..
but how my mum tackle my bro really made me laugh like mad..
my bro didnt talk clearly cos he was whining..
and my mum got so fed up with him that she started talking in the same 'language' as him..
haha..
they were like two monkeys or gorillas talking..
with all the hand movements and noise and stuff that my mum made..
it was damn funny..
i laughed till i cried..
that was how funny it was..
haha..
den my bro got fed up with my mum cos he couldn't 'communicate' with my mum and he just went to sit on the sofa and watch tv..
hahahaha..

its stupid and funny la..
but it keeps us entertained too..
haha..
crazy family members i have..
hahaha..:P

looking forward to saturdays..:)




i'm trying my best to think positive and keep those thoughts out of my mind..
really trying..
cos i dun want them to happen..
never ever..
i'll only think abt the happy things that i want happen in my life..
its so hard to keep them out..

i trust.. but at the same time..
i'm afraid..
afraid of the nothings that might actually come true..
i'm paranoid..
and pessimistic..
and afraid of the future..


Paint Splashed<3
9:53 PM


Saturday, June 2, 2007
Y

was listening to Over It by katherine mcphee..
nice song..:)
but a really sad one..
thinking whether i should change my blog song again..
haha..
cos i think its really nice..:)


anyway..
i dunno why..
sometimes ppl just like to hold on to things that they know will never belong to them ever again..
or maybe they dunno?
hmmm..
i wonder why..
maybe its the feelings they once shared?
or the moments?
or..
maybe just that they cant accept reality?
i really have no idea..
but like once a teacher ever said before..
"move on"
why waste your precious time on sth that wont ever come back to you?
get a grip on life and move on..
right?


thats what i think la..
some things are just not meant to be?
hmmm..


anyway..
i was so pissed off by my bro ytd..
i was trying to wear clothes for him and he was screaming non-stop for no reaason..
and it happened when i was wearing for him HALF-WAY..
he jumped up and down and screamed and dropped himself on the floor and stuff..
and i screamed at him too..
crazy boy..
haha..
but he said sorry to me this morning..:)
and obviously i forgave him..
cos his cuteness simply melts me..
hahaha..:P


i'll try putting his pic here..
haha..



my little brother!:)

my curtain guy..:P



Paint Splashed<3
11:12 AM