I Paint My World The Way I Want It

Friday, May 18, 2007

i'm really working very hard for my happiness..
i really do..
its just that sometimes i just dunno what to do too..
i'm frustrated and i know we're both frustrated..
the answer to these probs is to sacrifice..
not everytime..
not everything..
but just a bit here and there sometimes..
sometimes things just wont go the way we want them to..
but we've gotta bear with it..
its impossible that i can always find a way to everything..
pls understand..
i'm already trying my best..

i'm not blaming you or scolding you..
just want you to understand that sometimes things are beyond my control..
and i have reasons for my decisions..
its for the best for everyone..
i know you're unhappy and upset but yes..
i have my own difficulties too..
i did try my best to make everything go well..
and this time though things go the way we wanted..
but for it to go so well..
i felt so depressed..
i was so uncertain of the consequences..

i'm sorry..
just hoping that you'll understand..
its not that i can make things go the way you want it to..
or the way i want it to..
and by saying these..
i dun mean that i dun want to meet..
cos i really want to..
its just that there's a limit to the things that i can do..

Paint Splashed<3
10:25 PM