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Angela
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20 July 1989

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Wednesday, April 25, 2007
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i hate it when i'm so careless..
i hate it when i assume things..
why did i assume that she wouldn't come in??!!
WHY WHY WHY???????????????????
I HATE MYSELF!!!
totally..
why was i so stupid?!
creating trouble for everyone..
I HATE MYSELF whenever such things happen!
and the thing is such things always happen no matter how hard i try to be careful..
i hate to get you into trouble..
really..
whenever such things happen..
the days that follow will never be a peaceful carefree day for me..
it hurts me that i'm so problematic and keep giving you trouble time and again..
and worse is that i'm helpless..
i dunno how to help you too..
I HATE TO BE IN THIS MESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LET ME OUT OF HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm so upset and feeling so hurt and helpless now..
i feel like sth is stuck in my throat..
i wanna cry but i cant..
i totally hate my parents..
stop doing this to me..
stop being so overly protective of me!!!
stop controlling me!!!!!!!!!!
STOP STOP STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm a human too..
i have my rights too..
i have my own privacy too..
cant i even have any basic freedom???????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
STOP SAYING THAT YOU CARE!!!
COS CARING FOR SOMEONE IS NOT DONE THIS WAY!!!!!!!!!!
YOU'VE HURT ME..
NOW STOP STEPPING INTO MY COMFORT ZONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

STOP IT I SAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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