Saturday, July 10, 2010
Y
chatted with george the other day..
funny to see him talk..
so animated..
it was damn funny..
2 ppl trying to annoy the crap out of each other..
haha..
but amidst all the fun, he really made me think..
maybe cos he's so straightforward..
says his opinions right in your face..
made me kinda troubled and disturbed..
made me see things in his pt of view..
kind of a bad thing..
first time a friend got me so affected this way..
haha..
but like what he said, i'm as stubborn as a mule..
so yup george, its NOT gonna change anytime soon..
:P
i learnt my lesson..
unlike you learning your mistakes..
well, whatever..
thats all for now..
tata..
busy busy day!!!!!!!!!
Paint Splashed<3
9:09 AM
Monday, June 28, 2010
Y
found a new exciting way of distracting myself..
simply wonderful..:)
Paint Splashed<3
12:56 PM
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Y
hey hey..
no feelings man..
how?
tsk..
but if i say that again, that person's definitely gonna go mad again..
like mad..
seriously..
damn..
but i dun wanna go on lying anymore..
or escaping either..
i'm happy this way on my own..
i'm getting used to it already..
dun need anyone..
so how do i say it?
shit..
there's no longing whatsoever..
maybe i shld just take the advantage that he cant contact me and he cant come back here..
and just tell it to him..
so maybe i wont get affected so much..
hmm..
but that makes me a really horrible person aint it?
and he's gonna hate me..
but who cares..
i dun care for anyone anymore..
as long as it do me good and i get what i want..
well..
we shall see how it goes..
pray that it goes smoothly..
tata..
Paint Splashed<3
12:10 PM
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Y
watched a couple of videos on all these construction and stuff in the course..
actually not a couple, but quite alot..
made me marvel at my dad's capability..
but its so damn dangerous!!
omg..
i feel like i'm so damn useless..
my dad's turning 50 soon and he's still working under the hot sun and being so tired everyday..
okay la he's not a worker but still..
its equally tiring and hot and dangerous..
i'm gonna do everything i can and earn as much as possible so he can retire soon..
breaks my heart to see my ah pa like that..
haiz..
what kinda daughter am i?!?!?!!
and when they gave the example of how 2 workers died during the demolition of the ocean building a couple of yrs ago..
it was a mixture of feelings..
that was his friend's project..
and he asked my dad for help so that he wont have to get fined so much..
and my dad helped him clear that freaking ugly mess..
helped to reduce that fine by sooooooo much..
and what the hell did my dad get??
ahhhhh..
dun wanna talk abt it..
makes me furious with that shitass friend of his..
but anyway..
really wanted to scream out loud during that video that it was my dad who cleared that shit in that project..
i'm so damn proud of my dad..
yup..
i dunno if there's anyone who's this proud of their parents..
but i am..
and proud of it too..
haha..
but his achievements make me feel so useless as a daughter..
my mum's fantastic too..
seriously..
but come to think of it..
well i'm good in teaching..
like really..
haha..
okay..
whatever..
gonna make him damn proud of me one day too..:)
thats all for now..
in a few yrs time i'm gonna do it and make my dad proud..:)
tata..
Paint Splashed<3
1:13 PM
Y
today feels like its gonna be a wonderful morning and wonderful day..:)
Paint Splashed<3
9:21 AM
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Y
currently at a course now..
kinda boring..
representing my dad's company..
gotta look my bestest best today..
haha..
the weather's damn damn damn hot!!
walking under the sun is making me crazy..
but still its better than being outside under the rain..
been thinking abt alot of things..
and been telling myself not to think too..
trying to forget abt it all..
ha..
apparently, i realised that music, teaching and my mum's nagging is alot of help..
haha!!
her nagging actually jolt me out of my thinking and yup..
nagging does wonders!!
haha!!
and i can always be sure that my mood will return to normal by morning..:)
fantastic..:)
reading breaking dawn too..
love it!!
and oh ya!!
my students..
as in my tuition kids have done so well or improved by so much for their exams!!
:)))
i'm soooo happy!!
my hard work paid off..:)
its the kind of feeling that you dun get anywhere else..
a new kid next week..
according to her mum she's kinda slow..
but i'm sure i can do it..:)
100% confident..
i'm getting better in teaching everyday..
but gotta find time to do all the other things that i want and need to do..
thats all for now..
gotta pay attention to the lecturer..
funny guy..
but not funny enough to keep my attention for too long..
haha..
tata..
Paint Splashed<3
1:36 PM
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Y
crap..
you're making me pissed..
maybe i should just delete you away..
damn..
Paint Splashed<3
10:38 AM
